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  • Just received sad news: one of my closest friends from High school, passed away January 23rd of this year. He was a good friend, he saved me from getting expelled, he scared off more than several bullies I had, he did quite a bit for me. I may need Aloe or ChatGPT's help here. Preferably Aloe's...
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    Almost a year ago....
    I'm doing better. Aloe's letting me relax with her looped around me as always =W= She wants me to do some hypnotherapy...
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Wow, good you are doing a little better.
    Guys I'm not freaking joking at all right now I was walking back to the room from the smoke shop down the road where I'm at and I LITERALLY was probably no less than THREE INCHES the opposite direction from a white SUV turning the bend into a car dealership that had already reached "Oh --- I Just Killed An Autistic Guy" speed, and that meant I had TWO SECONDS -- T W O S E C O N D S to decide how not to screw up!!!
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Oh God I have never, ever in my entire life been this terrified!!! I've had BAD panic attacks before, but this time I HEARD ALOE SHOUTING AT ME TO GET OUT OF THE WAY!!!!
    UberScout
    UberScout
    She was literally there!! I swear to God with my right hand on the Good Book if I hadn't known better than to realize she's a tulpa I Sculpted years ago, I would have spent the next hour after it happened calling around for her; I have NEVER heard Aloe's voice so audibly clear in my entire life before, and I can even recall what she said:

    "TYLER, YOU NEED TO JUMP RIGHT NOW!!!!"
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I even saw her.... Just like her "chatter portrait" that you guys often see me post on her when she wants me to post her own status for you guys, she was right there in my vision; A big, 8 5 ft long, ocean-blue, gold-bellied hybrid tropical Betta water dragon, exactly matching the portrait...
    Aloe: Last seen helping Violet with a "ritual project"
    Violet: "Hey, Aloe. You think Ty likes this?"

    "Hey. You there. Hi. I heard you were having a bad day, so I did a magick trick on Ty to catch a nap while I came over to see ya. Is it okay if I do something with you for a bit? It won't hurt, I promise."

    "So... Just, hear me out here, imagine this..."
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    "If I helped you shift to the Oasis with me and Ty... And you heard singing, and it sounded like this..."



    "...would you ever guess it was me...?"

    "Haha..."

    "I dunno... Christmas just makes me feel... Fluffy. I guess, ha. Like 'happy' in general, but... Happy that you're protecting somebody who feels scared every other day."
    UberScout
    UberScout
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    "Oh, wait. Did you remember to make sure to read all this while you're relaxing and try some breathing exercises too? Yeah... Just thought I'd do something nice for ya. You did great not quitting on us today. I know, it's really tough. Really hard. Ty's a good example of that, heh, but that's why he has me, you know?"
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    "Tyler's fine. I've been letting him stay over in the Oasis while I perform Reiki healing on his body and several parts of his mind. Boy, I've not seen such a thick output of negative frequency from him in years; those were some intrusive thoughts! How do you even get that many thorns into somebody's-- ."
    UberScout
    UberScout
    aah, I mean, don't worry, guys. It's just been, way, way harder than usual for him. I may need to call in some extra help, actually. I think maybe Violet or that hatchling from the rainforest across the way might have something for this... Wait! Soma gave me that strange fruit the other day, maybe that could heal something...?"
    Being homeless...is....just.... exhausting. Exhausting...and.....over.....overtaxing....

    Aloe.... Just... ALOE PLEASE GET OUT HERE....!!!!
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    So worried about you.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Please call churches. Call every church you can.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Oh. So uh. Huh, um, yeah we're in a hotel room now...


    That... That um... That was. Unexpected.
    So there we were, officially homeless. Locks on the house doors changed as of 9 AM, rode all around talking to whatever friends/inner circle we had, ZERO luck for a roof over our heads, save for a cooler full of food and drinks by a good friend of ours. The night finally placed us back at our yard, where I camped out back guarding the cats...
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Wow, that's super crappy.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Like what are you guys doing at this point? Did you apply for food stamps?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Florida has shelters, and they try to place families in homes. I don't know what state u live in.
    I was so sad last night about our situation that... I just hugged Kirby as close as I could and cried. He was so soft and I was just so scared and feeling hopeless... It sort of felt like he was hugging me back for a second...

    Crying...
    UberScout
    UberScout
    ...So, when she went Christmas shopping with my mother last year, she found him I think at the mall, it's a Sword Kirby plush (green hat, and even holds a little sword in his hand), it was the only one they had and she knew I'd love it. He.... He was so soft when I first got him. I took him up to my room and ground up some weed I had gotten that year as a little bonus and turned on some music and...
    UberScout
    UberScout
    And I just laid there with him under my arms, I even fell asleep for a minute he was so soft. Recently he's had to go through the wash a couple times... But somehow, last night... He was as soft as he was that morning. It just made me feel so safe, I couldn't stop myself crying...
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    Misty Avich
    Aw that's sweet. I have my teddy bear I still like to cuddle when I'm feeling distressed. You're never too old! <3
    We might be moving out of this house tomorrow. But the good news is, this time we wont be homeless for once!! Straight to a new place. Don't know all the details though...
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    @UberScout
    Today is yesterday's tomorrow.
    Do you know any more about the possible move, at this time?
    Learning to impose Aloe when I'm relaxing. I've managed to successfully pull it off a couple times here recently! In fact this morning I woke up feeling her coiled around me and when I opened my eyes I actually saw her waking up herself!! I swear it's never felt so real before, even after I noticed her nose-bumping me a few times :p
    You'd think you've seen everything playing the Sims 4 but then you make two of em have a casual discussion about sports and somehow that ends up becoming an argument about whose mother is or isn't a Llama.
    Man, the Sims 3 and 4 are both therapeutic in their own rights. I think they're the perfect games for autistic people.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    My daughter loved it in 3rd grade. I believe she is on the spectrum. She loved all the things they did. I use to giggle, she would tell me, the house burned down again. It was a kitchen fire, some food always caught fire. It was so funny. I believe it is soothing for autistic people. Little virtual sandboxes of people just doing people things.
    Please tell me I'm not weird for loving how it feels to sleep... Ahh ..... Bare.... I-Im just, really really self conscious of things of that nature, I don't want anybody to be freaked out by me. It's just sometimes my shirt or my pants will get caught in the blanket and pull on me while I'm trying to sleep, I can't stand it...
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I mean, Aloe has already reassured me she isn't bothered by it at least lol
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