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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    Somebody, please... PLEASE.... S-SO.... H-H-HUNGRY

    NFGKHH I N- I NEED

    R O T E S S E R I E
    C H I C K E N
    UberScout
    If anybody on this site, anybody at all, is able to help provide support or assistance getting out of this bind i am in, please, please contact me immediately. There is no violence or physical abuse happening, I'm just tired of things being this way and I don't want to make them deal with my own mental fits because of it.
    UberScout
    Still sick with a bad cold since last week. Step-dad now complains how I haven't gotten up to do anything. Says I'm not really sick. Didn't sleep last night due to a coughing fit that made my throat hurt bad. Hate this life.
    UberScout
    Good lord on his golden throne above. Christmas Eve/Day was HELL. Step-dad went so manic he eventually just completely lost focus for about 3 days of our whole stay at the Baymont. Did not even get to celebrate the holiday. Never celebrating again.
    tree
    tree
    Does he receive any treatment
    for emotional/mental health?
    UberScout
    >> There's this older guy and his wife and I think older sister or something. Seems nice enough so I ask if he can spare a few bucks for a bagel or something, down on my luck etc. Originally shakes his head no and says "You're on your own, bud." I kid you not five seconds later when they leave he comes right back and gives me $7, and even apologized to me!
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Tbh I wasn't even upset by it. But hey, you really can't stay mad at a guy like that.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    He didn't want to do it in front of his wife. I have received tips from working as waitress like this. They don't want to tip me in front of their wife. Glad you are at site.
    UberScout
    Aight get this. Stuck downtown at home right now because it's gotten below 30 Fahrenheit out here, and we decided to go stay at the warming shelter (there's a baptist church here right after the Cotton Exchange, every year they open for a week to a few days or so). This afternoon, went and sat on a bench where some commonly-seen spirits (yes, my hometown is haunted... fun fact: one of them likes music.) hang out >>
    UberScout
    Got myself a survival kit from Walmart. And it would be day 4 or so of following my stepdad's "soldier life" teachings. To be brutally honest, considering my usual opinions here on my status wall, actually doing what he has been going over with me is not only causing EVERYTHING I should have been learning and picking up on this whole time to stick like glue, I've actually been enjoying it!
    UberScout
    Step-dad has been talking to me about when he used to be a soldier. Has been having serious talks about wanting me to "live" like a soldier. I have to be honest, despite the ways he has approached me before on being a man and what it is like to be a soldier, protecting your loved ones, knowing how to do things.... This time I think he's on to something.
    Judge
    Judge
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Actually being one -- Oh yeah, it goes without saying I'm a long way off from that. I wasn't expecting it to happen like *that*, it's just a goal I've set.
    Living like one -- What i often forget to mention is that my stepdad actually used to be a soldier. He was a weapons master. He still talks and acts like a typical civilian, obviously.
    UberScout
    Thanksgiving and my family and I still haven't gotten paid yet?!

    What in God's name am I even waiting for anymore?!
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    tree
    Paid?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Waiting for government support, they could be slow due to shutdown.
    UberScout
    Of course, yesterday morning walking back through the woods in the park nature trail to get to my rain ruined tent... There were Yellow Jackets. One stung me... Twice...
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    "A single Yellow Jacket poses no threat to one's life, unless they possess an allergy to the venom found in a Yellow Jacket's glands. To a person with no allergy to it, it would take 1500 stings before the venom overpowers someone and kills them in 1d6 hours, though you would have to be intentionally allowing yourself to be stung that many times."
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    UberScout
    "In any case, if one feels threatened, they initiate an attack and begins its combat rounds with a 1d100 roll against a creature's DEX score; if the bug succeeds, they sting for 1d4 points of piercing damage. Being stung introduces a very painful, but not fatal dose of venom which burns like unholy hell for 1d8 hours afterward."
    Nervous Rex
    Nervous Rex
    I was doing some woodwork outside one time and the noise from my hammering attracted a wasp that stung my arm. I immediately killed it with the hammer and then realized that, without thinking, I had violiently struck my own arm with a hammer three times.
    UberScout
    I was able to surprise my family by returning to Wilmington early yesterday because a nice guy saw me walking on the road in Swansboro and gave me a ride to the nearest Greyhound station in Jacksonville. The man even paid for my ticket! Not only did he cover me on it, it only cost him $17.97, so I didn't even have to feel bad about him spending anything!
    UberScout
    WELL, IT SEEMS THAT THE ATLAS COMET THAT NEWS IS GOING MENTAL OVER IS NOW APPARENTLY ALIEN TECH AND THERES A GROUP FROM NASA LAUNCHING A DEFENSE PROTOCOL. CAN ANYBODY TELL ME WHERE THE NEAREST BUNKER OR SCOUT SHIP IS? ASKING FOR A FRIEND
    TBRS1
    TBRS1
    My S.O. is all over this. I think we've watch 20 videos about it.

    I'm gonna build a ray gun to repell green aliens.
    oregano
    oregano
    PANIC! WE'RE UNDER ATTACK!

    UberScout
    I found a NES homebrew game called Double Dream. You're a little jester guy in a dream world, and when you jump with A and press A in midair there's this spinkick move he does; hit the ground or a wall with it and he bounces and gains momentum. Guess what I've doing for the past three hours since I woke up?



    My thumbs hurt...
    UberScout
    New start on my life. No longer with my parents anymore; got tired of nothing changing. Now in Jacksonville NC...
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    That's a big step, but something needed to change. I will try to check resources for you there.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    My sister is still at the youth shelter. Gonna have to find out more about that later.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    So sad, l hopes she is okay. She is still pretty young. If you stay in touch with her, l think that's very important. You are THE only stable thing she has in her life. It's worse for women to be on their own then men currently. Please try your best to stay in contact.
    UberScout
    So. Went to Burnettes Vapor in Ogden. Had my patient belongings bag full of blankets etc. Girl was nice let me spin the Lucky Wheel for free and whatever I win it will only be $5. Speen. Blue wedge. 1.5g Highest grade saliva best I have ever had...
    UberScout
    ***** Coming Soon To A Borogrove.app Website Near You *****

    Guilty Skies: The Three Tropics Of Wilmington

    A new text adventure made by myself, starring me. Yeah, I know, done to death, but who cares? It's a game!
    Brief Synopsis Because The Library Computer Says I Have 5 Minutes Left:
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    UberScout
    Travel across three of Wilmington NC's most active beachfronts: Wrightsville, Carolina, Kure; discover artifacts and treasures
    Integrated money system (WIP): you always have a wallet that can not be dropped or stolen, and can hold money you can >OFFER to people for things etc.; >BUY and >SELL items from and to shops.
    UberScout
    I'M ALIVE
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Holy crap on a Christmas sunday, it's been too long. Let's see, uhh, Kure Beach, went to the aquarium, made friends with an otter, lucid dreams about Jellyfish and questionable decisions with money, Mom and dad were in hospital, back now, heading to them now.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Wow, you are going thru alot. Sorry to hear about your parents.
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