Sometimes all I can do is lay on my side and type on my computer. The forum games really help me. Keep my mind busy. I'm so lonely.
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Please pray for me. I spent half my money on my homeless brother making sure he had Thanksgiving food. And for the past couple days I've had very low blood pressure and great dizziness. My trunk and arms and legs and face are swollen with edema. But I'm gonna go and play actress and smile and give everyone the happiest Thanksgiving I can. My daughter is in such a panic over me. Please pray for her.
All I want is a quiet life where I can love and be loved. Simple pleasures with the people I love most. And time to reflect. That's it.
My daughter is my everything.
A very happy birthday to you, and a year filled with happiness, health and all good things.
Today would be my father's birthday. May he rest in Paradise, in the arms of Jesus.
Share love openly. Don't ever hide it. If you have someone to forgive, do it now. If there's a bridge, mend it. If there's a need. Be the answer.
I hope you are feeling much better.
I'm weak, dizzy, out of breath today. But I am very very thankful for my daughter and my caregiver for helping me. And for loving friends and family.
I hope you are feeling better.
I am very sick. It's been a couple weeks at least since I've spent much time out of bed. I've been so dizzy and weak. And at the same time, everyone I love dearly and rely upon are having big problems. I've been lonely for much of it. I can barely get up to go to the bathroom and maybe eat dinner in my recliner. Please pray.
I get so nervous around big groups of people. I'm terribly shy. Everyone was asking me questions. I had been so lonely and missed everyone so much. And so I forced myself to be social, trying to think of what to say, and made a fool of myself, as usual.
My heart is shattered, but I'm stuffing it way inside so that I can be good for others. On the inside I'm crying like a child on the playground.
The one year anniversary of one of the worst days of my life is coming up in less than a week. I am not okay right now. But I'm holding it all inside.
Homeschooling
I'm up in the middle of the night with someone in a lot of pain. OTCs aren't touching it. Might have to deep dive in my boxes of herbs to make a potent infusion for sleep and pain. Poor dear.
My life is a little bit messed up right now. I'm trying to fix things. But I'm so sensitive right now. Physically and emotionally. Memories and unfortunate recent private events in my life.
This year, I need the magic of Christmastime so very badly, with all of my heart.
It's 4 am. I'm feeling pretty sick, but I cannot sleep. All I can do this night is think about my daughter. -
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