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Yeshuasdaughter

Yeshuasdaughter

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  • Yeshuasdaughter
    All I have thought about, all day, since the moment I first knew I was pregnant, has been my daughter. Everything in life is for and about her. And to have her gone, it is the greatest heartbreak. I miss her and worry about her more than words can say. It is too quiet here. Too empty. In place of her joyous playful kindness, a void of shadows. I cry every day for her.
    Crossbreed
    Crossbreed
    We felt that way after our youngest left. You just have to let the grief play out. There is no substitute.
    On the plus side, we are meeting a new granddaughter this weekend. :)
    (That probably would not have happened if we kept our son at home...)
    Yeshuasdaughter
    I am so worried about my daughter. I don't know where she is or what she is doing. I can't live like this with this amount of ache in my heart for her. It is crushing me. I just want her to come home.
    M
    Mary Terry
    Did she come home? I hope she's okay.
    tree
    tree
    She doesn't have phone with her/or you tried to call or text and got no response?
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Pray for my daughter. There are multiple planned riots in my city tonight. They just want to smash things up by any means necessary. My daughter is out at her work right now at a store in downtown. Please pray The Lord's favor over her and her coworkers, in Jesus name.
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    Yeshuasdaughter
    Yeshuasdaughter
    @Crossbreed It doesn't matter who's ahead. Anarchosocialists aim by any means necessary for the destruction of any form of government. They are authoritarian, yet they wish for no laws or masters. The election is just another reason to riot.
    Crossbreed
    Crossbreed
    Is your daughter doing okay?
    oregano
    oregano
    They are just chaos worshippers who want to topple the system in favor of nothing. When it has been tried before, the end result was nasty-Napoleon, the Taliban. The people who start it end up in guillotines manned by those who end it. As for your daughter, blend in, know what to say if spoken to, and get out.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Every day I pray for you
    Every day I pray
    Every night I think about
    Every day I pray
    For better things to come
    oregano
    oregano

    "We've got to pray just to make it today."
    Yeshuasdaughter
    terribly lonesome. i'm happy for the new wheelchair. i can at least take care of the home. but i am stuck. when my daughter is gone, i am indoors and alone. i can't even step outside to breathe the open air. to remember all that i am blessed with around the home, i guess i need to quote sinead o connor: "i have all that i have requested. and i do not want what i haven't got."
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Rather than a mermaid stuck on a bed, I am now a mermaid in a small swimming pool. That little bit of dignity means the world to me though.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    yellow_blue_betta_dragon_by_snowifer_dcz62i3-pre.jpg

    "You're a mermaid? Then how did you get out of bed? *chuckle*"
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    I am glad that you are at least able to get around the house now.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    A friend who lives in the coast range drove over an hour to get here. She works at a nonprofit. There was a donated manual wheelchair. It doesn't have foot rests or brakes, and only one armrest. But I've been able to do things around the house like a normal girl today. I cannot use it to go anywhere. I'm still stuck in or around the house for at least a month. But I'm so happy. I made strawberry lassi to celebrate.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    I am having a true medical emergency. But 911 can't help. My wheelchair is broken, and I'm almost completely unable to walk now. Even getting a glass of water is extremely difficult. Numotion won't come out to even look at the chair until the 18th, to assess damage and order parts. I am stranded inside, cannot even check mail. Cannot have food delivered, as I can't get downstairs to let them in the bldg.
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    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    That's terrible, if you posted pics of the damage here, maybe someone would have ideas for how to fix it temporarily? It's amazing what a roll of duct tape can do. Or is it completely broken?
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Yeshuasdaughter
    @Misty, it was just a saying. like it's an emergency, but not that kind. it's not something they could or would. but thank you.

    @Forest Cat , it's unfixable. it involves a shock, a caster, and a support arm. similar to if someone's axle broke on their car.
    M
    Misty Avich
    I see your point. I hope you get it sorted soon.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    I'm glad I know herbalism and first aid. Ran into a medical emergency in the middle of the night involving a burn. Just now settling back in. Gonna try to get a little more sleep. Everyone is safe.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    One of the prettiest songs I know. It is calming to weave to. As it plays, I can process big thoughts, and weave out the story of my life, and my thoughts and imaginations as if they were a story or a prayer.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Things I've been blessed to do lately: Spin wool, weave yarn into bands and tapestries, meet other weavers, string and play a harp, befriend crows and duckies, sew quilt squares, draw on canvas, can foods, ferment kombucha and buttermilk, dance, lose myself in the forest, make babies smile, bark with dogs at sunset, see freight trains, feel an earthquake, smell volcanic gas, dream, forgive, heal.
    Yeshuasdaughter
    Up late. Had a terrible past 36 hours. PTSD times a thousand. I guess I'm spending time with my inner child.
    Tired
    Tired
    I hope you'll feel better soon
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Hey you, don't give up. You are a warrior.
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