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Metalhead

Metalhead

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  • Metalhead
    I feel like I can totally relate to the lyrics of Metallica’s The Unforgiven.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    Agreed. Sad but true
    oregano
    oregano
    I loved that song when I was high school-the album came out when I was a junior as they used to call it (11th grade). Yep, so relatable. I remember writing up my plans for suicide later in my junior year and requesting that that song be played at the end of my funeral or if no funeral that it be played at my burial. Sort of a big middle finger to my tormentors.
    Metalhead
    I am addicted to external validation after so many years of being completely dismissed. This can’t be healthy.
    Metalhead
    I am tired of being my blood family’s whipping boy. Time for me to relocate.
    oregano
    oregano
    Once you can step out of your front door and go to work/errands without your past slapping you in the face constantly is wonderful. Trust me, I've lived it.
    Metalhead
    I have lived through the kind of hell that many people choose not to believe. My addiction to external validation does not help. I know what really happened.
    Metalhead
    So, yesterday I fought off a full blown meltdown and I somewhat succeeded, even though I was super whiny here the whole time.
    Metalhead
    I think I will visit the gym before I go home today. I am feeling way beyond stressed out, so maybe an hour of cardio followed with 15 minutes in a sauna will help.
    Metalhead
    I should have never been born to begin with. My existence is a sick joke.
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    And you are trying to move on, and establish a new baseline, but life keeps dumping on you. I get that. Let us know how you are doing, okay?
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    I am feeling somewhat better now. I am going to double down on looking for a job with less of a commute. I need to take action now.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Great news. This maybe a opportunity for a better job.
    Metalhead
    I am thinking of quitting my job this very second, just because the local bus system has repeatedly proven itself to be extremely unreliable countless times.
    Metalhead
    I feel like going home, crawling into my bed and crying for a couple of hours, and there is no real reason for me to feel that way. I had a brilliant weekend, after all.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry. Not sure what happened. Don't check out.
    Metalhead
    $680 raised for Seattle Children’s Hospital this year at the end of the fundraiser. This is my second best year to date.
    Metalhead
    Played Gears of War 3, Omori, and Destiny 2 during my fundraiser. Raised $630 altogether for the sick kids who need it. I am content.
    Metalhead
    I am finding that CBD helps me quite a bit with my lower back pain. Doesn’t get me high, either, which is another plus.
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