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Misery

Misery

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  • Misery
    New PC arrives the day after tomorrow. Will be very glad for that, this one being unable to do much of anything is driving me crazy. Not helping my already unstable mood one bit.
    Misery
    Update: so, father got back from the doc. New treatment plan. A total nightmare. Both my father and stepmother must endure 72 hours of doing the eyedrops every. 30. Minutes. And yes, that means all night. For each day. It sounds like torture. No more than a 25 minute nap at one time, period. I just... ugh.
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    Outdated
    I had a friend up north who lost one of his eyes to a tropical ulcer. It started off as just a pimple near his eye and he scratched it.
    Misery
    Misery
    Yeah, I'm just glad they have a treatment plan at all. I'm still worried but not feeling as totally paranoid as I was yesterday.
    1ForAll
    1ForAll
    Sounds like a tough treatment plan, having to do that at nights, too. Think of it as this way though, "Each time it's done this frequently (drops put in), things should get better and quicker, even if results are not seen right away and it takes time to fully heal"
    Misery
    My father just got back from the doc, eye drops are having no effect, they're heading to the ER in a moment to see a specialist there who has unique equipment for cornea examination. Really nervous about this but I cant do anything...
    1ForAll
    1ForAll
    Best to be safe there, yes. I just know it may take more than a few days even with eye drops to show any noticeable symptom improvement, as any abrasion, scratch there takes time to heal, up to two or more weeks there. Regardless, a specialist like ophthalmologist or other at the ER room will give better timelines for recovery there, if they are on the same page with his doc after further exam.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Eyes are remarkable, they have the ability to heal. But l read it does take time.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Best of luck to the both of you.
    Misery
    Odd fact: I'm actually in a video game (an indie one). Almost forgot about that. A game called Bloody Rally Show. When you go to choose a character portrait upon starting a new campaign, I'm in the selection screen (the artist did a drawing of me). I just realized it's on the Switch also, I should grab that for something to do while I wait for the PC. Really fun game.
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    Off to WB games to audition for Multiversus! Lol jk
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You are pretty amazing person. Glad you are at this forum.
    Misery
    Misery
    I, too, am glad I'm at this forum. I've used so very, very many forums over so many years, but this is definitely the best of all of them, without question. Everyone here is great. Well, except for the occasional bot that shows up, those are less great. But the mods make short work of those things.
    Misery
    So, I've had the idea that instead of just bluntly saying that I'm a girl in direct conversation, maybe I should try to do it in a... creative way? My father in particular really likes it when I do art stuff or creative whatever, and it might make it more comfortable, so... something like that? I wonder what? Well, I have an idea, but I need the new computer first. Might be interesting.
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    Atrapa Almas
    Atrapa Almas
    New Life Stage, new computer. :)
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    How about wearing one girly thing everyday, maybe small but something significant and see if they notice or ask you. Then the next week or next month wear two girl type things, this could be color choices, feminine cut of clothes.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    So that eventually you end up dressing completely as a female without much ado. Then you just morph there without a big deal. Like a butterfly leaving the cocoon.
    Misery
    p0tJPAc.webp


    Just thought I'd share one of my favorite things, since it's pretty unique. Her name is Virginia, she's from a favorite Youtube series of mine. So... er... yeah. And yes, I'm bored, how can you tell?
    Stuttermabolur
    Stuttermabolur
    She really reminds me of the bear in that popular anime visual novel (I can't for the life of me remember the name of now).
    Misery
    Misery
    Is it Danganronpa?
    Misery
    So... yeah. I think I've finally started to come to terms with the fact that, well... I'm a girl. I feel very strange saying that, but... yeah, I'm a girl. I want to thank everyone here who was so very helpful to get me to that point of realization and acceptance. Ya know, I want to state something for the record here: This the best forum I've been on, you guys are all great. Also, it's not Reddit. Another plus.
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    Atrapa Almas
    Atrapa Almas
    Its perfectly fine if you feel like talking about your female self as long as you want. I dont think you are bothering any of us.

    For me its educative and a chance to show support and respect. Having the chance of being usefull to other human beings is important for me.
    mysterionz
    mysterionz
    Also Reddit is poopoo. I can’t go anywhere on that site without fat jokes being made about me (more specifically many comparisons to Eric from South Park for some reason). OP, good thing you aren't on Reddit as the trolls would probably come to you and make many comparisons to Chris Chan (controversial YouTube figure)
    mysterionz
    mysterionz
    that did nasty things to their own mom among many other things, their actions gave the autistic community a bad name, lots of controversy came when they came out as trans MTF just so they could get away with having non-consentual seggs with underage people if I recall. Again OP, you are NOT CC in any way, shape or forum. I’d recommend checking out TheLexiKitty on YouTube.
    BrokenBoy
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    Misery
    Misery
    Yeah, I know. I'd thought about it a bunch, and, well... understanding what I do now about this sort of thing, it makes sense for the character. Also I recently asked someone on here to use "she" for me. I'm in no position to have a negative opinion about something like this.
    Misery
    Misery
    On a total side note, gonna buy the game soon. My friend picked it up, gonna get back into it, it'll be super fun. Theoretically. Have to use the PS4 controller when at his house though, that's a bit of an issue.
    BrokenBoy
    Misery
    Misery
    Sorry for a late reply here, this site hasnt been working quite right for me lately. And no, I've not played it, though I have heard it is pretty good. One that I mean to try at some point.
    BrokenBoy
    BrokenBoy
    Ok. I would love it if you could tell me what you think of it when you finally start playing it!
    BrokenBoy
    Misery
    Misery
    Okay, that takes the cake for the most bloody baffling thing I've seen all month. What the heck am I looking at? Is... is this someone who stole my name and avatar? And why? Just... what.
    BrokenBoy
    BrokenBoy
    It's a screenshot from the visual novel game "Emily Is Away Too". It's meant to simulate an AOL chatroom.

    The game has a feature where one of your steam friends will appear in the in-game friend's list that the protagonist has and will have a randomly generated joke profile.
    Misery
    Misery
    Ahhhhh, I see. That makes more sense. And I knew I'd seen that interface SOMEWHERE before. The look reminds me of a chat program I used to use, thus the confusion.

    That game sure pops up a lot on Steam.
    BrokenBoy
    Man those VR videos you do are cool.
    Misery
    Misery
    They're amateurish, is what they are. Bloody recording software barely works, or I barely understand how to work it. I've been putting up more and more of them on my channel though, if you havent seen the really recent ones. Going to go record more in just a moment here.
    BrokenBoy
    BrokenBoy
    Still, the VR experiences you present in the videos are cool. Like the arcade.
    BrokenBoy
    Just what do you have against Santa Claus?
    Misery
    Misery
    Well he WAS rather making an evil jerk of himself.

    Someone had to do it, yep. His own darned fault.
    BrokenBoy
    BrokenBoy
    So the child sexual abuse rumors were true?
    BrokenBoy
    Are you British/Scottish? You talk like one. Your profile claims you're from Illinois. Are you an immigrant or something?
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    BrokenBoy
    BrokenBoy
    That kinda thing also affected my speech patterns. Though only IRL. I kept being exposed to "valleyspeak" and I ended up incorporating elements of it in my speech. I actually am from the San Fernando valley. However my mom made fun of me because she said no one talks like that anymore.
    W
    Wolfsage
    Same. Though with pirates, scotsmen, and supervillains. They spring up in my voice ever so often. I also have an evil laugh.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Oh my god (valley girl) , who cut the cheese. l need to take a selfie.
    BrokenBoy
    Who's the chick in your avatar? Is it Yokune Ruko?
    Misery
    Misery
    I just now noticed that you asked this. Answer: It's Misery, from Cave Story. That's where I got this name.
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