please...somebody please kill me out of mercy...my leg and back constantly being in unmanageable pain... my family turned on me in one of the most melancholy positions in my life... i see no worth in it, no purpose...
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Current mood: Cockatiel
Leg and back won't stop hurting. It's making more and more simple things in life too difficult or painful to do. I can't pick up heavy things for my mom at the store, sitting into a chair causes an explosion of pain, everybody's cranky toward me because I'm always in pain...
I love blue!!
October looms on the edge of the sky, and yet the crystals are calling me once again to work with my hands...
I dug out my old book of spellcasting I got from the Black Cat Shoppe where I live and I did some wholesome 3 AM stuff; I got myself a second familiar! It's a koi fish named Ninx.
With this high vibration I've spent three days building up, and this elevated energy of pure manifestation, I align myself with the essence of my most favorite form of art, and bring it forth to my senses!
KirbyScout: "Owww.... My back... Oh yeah... I don't have a back... Because I'm a ball of fluff. Heh."
Sorry i've been inactive everyone, I haven't been feeling well and I've also just found out i got L4-5 degenerative back disease.... Like my mother...
Got Sword Art Online Utilities for my computer so I can do the best anime roleplay therapy recommended by my telehealth therapist to treat my autism ever done. RIINKO STAATO!!
k i e f c h i e f
It's my little sister's birthday today, she's officially 13!
I wish God would tell me why he's so angry at me, since he's letting me have so much grief.
Oh... The stream was cancelled due to madforeseen dogumstances. Sorry guys. Maybe next time.
Hey guys and gals of AutismForums, I see a lot of folks on here at the profile wall have been having a bad day lately, so allow me to cheer you guys up with me playing Multiversus live on YouTube. Link coming in a few minutes!
I feel utterly helpless and powerless to life constantly beating me and my family down. I've got no more fight left in me and I'm just... Tired. Exhausted. I...Yeah, no, that's just it now. I'm not anything anymore but just exhausted. Exhausted and worn down to the nub. Why won't God simply have a merciful heart and just kill me so I can finally rest?
My house may as well be a battlefield. I am losing my mind. All I do when I'm in my bedroom now is just sit and stare at something and hope I don't cut myself. I'm in a downward spiral and I can sense it getting worse. It's never been this intense before. I can't even stop myself long enough to focus on meditating or deep breathing because my mind won't stop racing with stress. I don't think I have much time left.
I know i go up and down all the time, but it's just simply amazing what binaural beats can do for your depression.
I wish God would turn of Hardcore mode. I'm running out of ways to cope.
I am not okay, and I don't think I ever will be.
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