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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    I love blue!!
    All-Rounder
    All-Rounder
    All the blue spectrum or a certain type of color?
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Ah, I remember time when I was in middle school, my grandma bought me a bright blue jacket with a large "C" sewn on the front of it. Do not wear something like that in public, I certainly did not do that.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Blue, it's such a calming color.
    UberScout
    October looms on the edge of the sky, and yet the crystals are calling me once again to work with my hands...
    UberScout
    I dug out my old book of spellcasting I got from the Black Cat Shoppe where I live and I did some wholesome 3 AM stuff; I got myself a second familiar! It's a koi fish named Ninx.
    UberScout
    With this high vibration I've spent three days building up, and this elevated energy of pure manifestation, I align myself with the essence of my most favorite form of art, and bring it forth to my senses!
    UberScout
    KirbyScout: "Owww.... My back... Oh yeah... I don't have a back... Because I'm a ball of fluff. Heh."
    UberScout
    Sorry i've been inactive everyone, I haven't been feeling well and I've also just found out i got L4-5 degenerative back disease.... Like my mother...
    UberScout
    Got Sword Art Online Utilities for my computer so I can do the best anime roleplay therapy recommended by my telehealth therapist to treat my autism ever done. RIINKO STAATO!!
    UberScout
    k i e f c h i e f
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    (I played Nobunaga's Ambition on the playstation today and was training PSI at the same time and developed a new "thinking filter" where I use that game engine as a visual grabber for thought processing: eg. Instead of bookkeeping in English sentences, my inventory notebooks measure my belongings by categories with numerical ratings
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Also had a little bit o kief coffee as i said to celebrate me learning a new thing on my own LOL, I like to reward myself like that mentally, and my telehealth therapist agrees it gets the dopamine flowing and that's good for the ol ticker as they say!
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Oh freck it I'll just write a thread about it :p I don't wanna gunk up the server with my erroneous comments lol :eek:)
    UberScout
    I wish God would tell me why he's so angry at me, since he's letting me have so much grief.
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    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    My friends say God does not curse people because of Jesus.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I used to have people ask me things like "What would you say to Jesus if he came to your house and visited you?" and I'd tell them the first thing I'd say is "WHAT THE HELL TOOK YOU SO FREAKIN' LONG?!" and "YOU WANNA TELL ME WHY I GOT A BRAIN LIKE A FREAKIN' ALIEN?!?!"
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    If I had a brain like an Alien, I would hate always being outsmarted by Ripley.
    UberScout
    Oh... The stream was cancelled due to madforeseen dogumstances. Sorry guys. Maybe next time.
    Jordy
    Jordy
    I would play that game with you sometime if you want.
    UberScout
    Hey guys and gals of AutismForums, I see a lot of folks on here at the profile wall have been having a bad day lately, so allow me to cheer you guys up with me playing Multiversus live on YouTube. Link coming in a few minutes!
    UberScout
    I feel utterly helpless and powerless to life constantly beating me and my family down. I've got no more fight left in me and I'm just... Tired. Exhausted. I...Yeah, no, that's just it now. I'm not anything anymore but just exhausted. Exhausted and worn down to the nub. Why won't God simply have a merciful heart and just kill me so I can finally rest?
    UberScout
    My house may as well be a battlefield. I am losing my mind. All I do when I'm in my bedroom now is just sit and stare at something and hope I don't cut myself. I'm in a downward spiral and I can sense it getting worse. It's never been this intense before. I can't even stop myself long enough to focus on meditating or deep breathing because my mind won't stop racing with stress. I don't think I have much time left.
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    "Perhaps our faith lies not always within the forces of a higher power, but within that which it created, the people who walk this Earth searching for their own ways to cope, as though they were travelers searching each for one key to the doors of Heaven." - Anonymous
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Nice. I just look for the key to the universe. Nothing more. Lol
    tree
    tree
    @UberScout Is the third word a typo? Should it be "fate", and not "faith" ?
    That's a problem with quoting Anonymous. He's not always dependable.
    UberScout
    I know i go up and down all the time, but it's just simply amazing what binaural beats can do for your depression.
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    I know she's little more than a character but... But damn it, she's got to be the real-est thing I've ever created! I've never had something I drew then wrote then put energy into feel so... Alive!!
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I guess what I'm trying to say is, in many ways, Aloe is the spirit of Autism.
    AGXStarseed
    AGXStarseed
    I personally use some of the stuff from "Brainwave Entrainment" (Unexplainable Store) although I'm not as frequent a meditator as I was before.
    UberScout
    I just told my mother not to worry about my mental health and well being anymore from now on, because whenever she does, we end up fighting and my sanity drops even further. I am fed up with the only theme of my life being suffering, and I hope these four melatonin pills will fix that.
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    L
    Luca
    Melatonin is not a good thing to try to overdose on. I have tried that, I felt like crap for days afterwards and was so groggy that I was kind of delirious.
    Not that, you know, overdosing on anything is a good idea.
    I agree 100% with Silhouette Mirage about moving out. That saved my relationship with my parents too.
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    I think I already adviced uberscout to move out weeks or months ago. don´t know what he answered, that it would be difficult or something like that. don´t know.

    I mean you´re 27, it´s not that uncommon to move out in that age. I moved out with 18.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Get job = SSI gets cut.
    UberScout
    Did I have to be Autistic?! Did I have to be born like this?! Did God just think it would be funnier if I was given a life where society and my own family just turns their backs on me and leaves me to fester in my own insanity?! This... This is no way for someone with autism to live... This just.... IT JUST HURTS!!
    I don't want this anymore! I DON'T WANT THIS!! I WANT OUT OF MY SOUL CONTRACT!!
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    Because every time I try to cope with life and all it's about, I just end up creating more problems for myself, and the people around me. I do my best and give it my all every day but in the end I STILL get the same outcomes, and I never make ANY progress AT ALL. It is no longer worth wasting all that time and energy just to fail again and again.
    S
    Slime_Punk
    If I were to assume God were real, I definitely do think that he'd want us to find success through failure in this life, because it seems like a blueprint of the human condition. I'm sorry things are tough for you right now :(
    Shaddock
    Shaddock
    so far as I know "getting friends", "making people like you" are things that can be learned in some way. you can adapt your behavior so you don´t get problems in work or in general. maybe work with a therapist. but this requires to change the own behavior. adaptation is not equal to assimilation. the first is good, the second not.
    UberScout
    Aloe, coiling me and laughing: "You were talking in your sleep last night and you were saying the FUNNIEST things!! (glowing)"
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    All-Rounder
    All-Rounder
    I'm sleepy potato. You're a water\snow dragon with scales! I live under the soil. I like lots of water too. But I don't breathe so well when the water comes, I breathe before and after. :yum:
    UberScout
    UberScout
    "It's nice to meet you, All-Rounder. Listen, I have to help UberScout with something for a little, but we can talk later, okay?"
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