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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    Had to dip in the lake today to help Maddog find a net he lost. I volunteered of course, because I'm a good guy like that. But GOD THAT LAKE
    tree
    tree
    Cold? Slimy? Full of leeches? What?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    No, just unpredictably treacherous. Of course, not that the retention pond (where i was) is even meant for civilians to physically navigate, but the net had gotten snagged on a branch or stick or something, and last night's downpour caused the water to appear cloudy.
    UberScout
    Found a little bit of Delta 8 flower lying around. It's making me feel a little better.... But how long will that last?
    UberScout
    The beginning of another horrible day. Remember, Tyler, don't expect anything good from it.
    UberScout
    Aloe & Celeste: Last seen placing me under an intense sleeping spell to heal my body and mind
    UberScout
    OH GOD ALMIGHTY IN GOLDEN HEAVEN, I CAN'T WAIT TO TURN 39 SO I CAN FINALLY DIE!!!
    tree
    tree
    Why 39?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Crap. You read my mind except 39 has come and gone.
    UberScout
    Once again i find myself thinking about death. It's actually....pretty comforting this time. Death is now comforting to me.
    UberScout
    The next time my family plans an outing, I'm staying home. Every time we have a fun day, and we get home, it turns horrible. Never again!!!
    tree
    tree
    How do you plan to hold yourself to that? (staying home when everybody else is going on a fun day)
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @tree I don't know anymore. They always find some way to force me into it.
    UberScout
    We went swimming today, but trust me, I already know what else to expect from a day this wholesome. It's always a trojan horse.
    UberScout
    I am in pieces.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Got to recover. As long as you find some breathing space. You will probably get through this. And eventual feel better.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Slim Jim No. There is no getting through this hell. I am going to die like this.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Sometimes fate is inescapable. I tend to believe that. But you don't know if the future will be better than now. Sometimes you just got to accept things the way they are. Then it can start to get better. A brighter future can not be discounted. It is always possible.
    UberScout
    Today was just.... Damaging.... Critically damaging for my mind... I told Maddog i didn't want to be bothered for the whole day.
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    Maddog sent me into a panic attack that lasted THREE HOURS TODAY
    tree
    tree
    Was that before you told him you didn't want to be bothered? Or after?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @tree it really doesn't seem to matter anymore now. This is my life and there is no way out of it.
    UberScout
    WHAT?! GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYERS THIS MORNING WHILE I WAS SITTING ON A BENCH DOWNTOWN! MY MOTHER GOT NEW MEDICINE AND IT'S HELPING HER!!!
    UberScout
    Okay, world. You win. You've defeated me.
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    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    The trick is never to get into a fight with the world.
    oregano
    oregano
    Of course, that doesn't mean that the world won't barge in and demand to fight you, and back you into a corner where you have no choice, all so the world can laugh at you when you lose. To paraphrase Plato, just because you don't want to fight the world doesn't mean that the world won't demand to fight you.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    "The sparrow doesn't land where the tiger roams. "

    - wise ancient sounding cliche I heard on a Martial Arts tv show many years ago.
    UberScout
    Celeste the Dolphin: Last seen/heard circling above me, singing a calming melody
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    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    I bet you had a SNES too. You seem to be in to the whole gaming culture. Some kids are spoil. I only had a playstation when I was a kid. No n64, no snes, no saturn, no dreamcast..not even an xbox... strict sony stuff, not even cause I was a fanboy,partly that, but money was tight. can't be having like 10 different systems.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Slim Jim How did you know I had a SNES and a Genesis at the same time?!
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    I have psychic powers. I read your aura on the astral plane.
    UberScout
    Still though, what am I doing awake at this ungodly hour... Time to take my sleeping meds.
    UberScout
    3 in the AM, Maddog was drinking again but this time, believe it or not he actually didn't act crazy this time!
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