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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    Today was just.... Damaging.... Critically damaging for my mind... I told Maddog i didn't want to be bothered for the whole day.
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    Maddog sent me into a panic attack that lasted THREE HOURS TODAY
    tree
    tree
    Was that before you told him you didn't want to be bothered? Or after?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @tree it really doesn't seem to matter anymore now. This is my life and there is no way out of it.
    UberScout
    WHAT?! GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYERS THIS MORNING WHILE I WAS SITTING ON A BENCH DOWNTOWN! MY MOTHER GOT NEW MEDICINE AND IT'S HELPING HER!!!
    UberScout
    Okay, world. You win. You've defeated me.
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    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    The trick is never to get into a fight with the world.
    oregano
    oregano
    Of course, that doesn't mean that the world won't barge in and demand to fight you, and back you into a corner where you have no choice, all so the world can laugh at you when you lose. To paraphrase Plato, just because you don't want to fight the world doesn't mean that the world won't demand to fight you.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    "The sparrow doesn't land where the tiger roams. "

    - wise ancient sounding cliche I heard on a Martial Arts tv show many years ago.
    UberScout
    Celeste the Dolphin: Last seen/heard circling above me, singing a calming melody
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    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    I bet you had a SNES too. You seem to be in to the whole gaming culture. Some kids are spoil. I only had a playstation when I was a kid. No n64, no snes, no saturn, no dreamcast..not even an xbox... strict sony stuff, not even cause I was a fanboy,partly that, but money was tight. can't be having like 10 different systems.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Slim Jim How did you know I had a SNES and a Genesis at the same time?!
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    I have psychic powers. I read your aura on the astral plane.
    UberScout
    Still though, what am I doing awake at this ungodly hour... Time to take my sleeping meds.
    UberScout
    3 in the AM, Maddog was drinking again but this time, believe it or not he actually didn't act crazy this time!
    UberScout
    I am exhausted on both a physical and mental level. I am being worked down to the bone. I am now convinced that God does hate me.
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    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Maybe just sternly displeased. I was with you till the last part. Divine vendetta....uh uh.
    AprilR
    AprilR
    If anything, i think thanks to God i am living a good life and being protected from worse stuff
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Yeah. No matter how bad you think you have it. Always someone worse off. Or maybe a lot of people ...who have it harder than you.
    UberScout
    Today's psionic studies allowed me to learn: Countering, attraction
    tree
    tree
    I looked up those two words (countering, attraction) in relation to the word 'psionic'....All I found was stuff about video/roleplaying games. I must not know where to look.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    I like to simplify the categories of psi that I learn. Helps me remember.
    UberScout
    Got a nice gift from my buddies at Holistic Edge today. A nice little d8 vape pen and some Delta 8 drops.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Don't do too long. I think vaping can be bad for the young. But l know you need a break and enjoyment.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Aspychata Don't you worry, old friend, I still breathe!
    UberScout
    Another horrible night last night. I'm now convinced that this is my life. I wish I was never born.
    tree
    tree
    What can you do differently that could affect the situation positively?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    I am afraid to ask. Can you get something for the backyard to get away from maddog?
    UberScout
    I understand now. The universe wants me to relax and retreat within to continue working on myself. Entering sleep mode....
    UberScout
    I feel like the universe is telling me now is the time to chill out and stay relaxed for a while. I've got just the thing for that.
    UberScout
    Blooftube did a nice Pokemon themed hypno file. I made friends with a Hypno tonight :P
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    Wonder If Ash did misty? I stopped watching the show in about circa 2001...

    Pokemon.Gotta catch em all...

    Yeah, I can still name some of them, the original 150, hold a special place in my heart. Or brain. Most likely brain.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Yeah uhm... They like snacks.
    UberScout
    I'm in trance right now. I can still talk though
    cornman
    cornman
    A trance? what sort of trance? What are you experiencing friend?
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Don't worry, it's nothing harmful. You see, my therapist likes me to listen to hypnosis tracks to treat my autism as part of my therapy, she does her own sometimes during our appointments
    UberScout
    UberScout
    And there is this youtube channel where this girl records hypnotic inductions that puts you in some kind of relaxing situation. When you wake up from it it is very refreshing!
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