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UberScout

UberScout

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  • UberScout
    How could I have been in the dark so long about what I REALLY am? How could I not have seen so soon?!
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    What are you. What do you think you see.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    @Slim Jim I'm an angel who got kicked out of Heaven. I'm essentially on probation. Don't remember what it is I did, though. I think it had something to do with rebellion of some sort.
    Slim Jim
    Slim Jim
    'Paradise Lost' - John Milton.
    UberScout
    I found a major discovery about myself tonight, involving... Past life regression... And now... My body feels like it's changing...
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    @crewlucaa_ I may as well tell *somebody* here...

    Luca, you're gonna think i'm really delusional... But Maddog helped me discover that...*sigh* I'm a fallen angel. Apparently, I did something really uncalled for before I got my human body, and apparently I have to "prove my way back into Heaven"...

    I know what you're thinking, Luca... But, I have been shown several of the connections and they are REALLY accurate.
    tree
    tree
    This is hardly a big surprise, given what you've said regarding your step father.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    UberScout
    Got my spot at Holistic Edge today! Making money!
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    Callistemon
    Callistemon
    Well, I'm crossing fingers and toes for you! :)
    tree
    tree
    Can you really cross your toes (without using your hands to position them)?
    Callistemon
    Callistemon
    My big toes across their next-door neighbours! :)

    Also pick things up with my toes outdoors. Knew someone with no arms who did all sorts of amazing things with her toes including touch type!
    UberScout
    %45 done! Had to remove a few things due to inform 7 not recognizing a lot of things that it should be able to...
    UberScout
    Everyone: I'm back in the game development bandwagon and am proud to say that I have a text adventure that's almost ready!
    UberScout
    Things are starting to turn around somewhat, still some arguments and fights here and there, but it's nothing i can't handle.
    UberScout
    Went to Kava the other day, said a special code word and got hooked up with concentrated awesome.
    tree
    tree
    UberScout
    UberScout
    ...that was before i found out the church was being renovated.
    UberScout
    UberScout
    And by "Kava" I meant Port City Kava, the name of the shop my friend works at.
    UberScout
    I....i've lost my voice! I screamed so much last night that I LOST MY VOICE! Now i have no choice but to be nonverbal...
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Okay. You hit a really tough time. Sorry.
    Callistemon
    Callistemon
    And further to what @Slim Jim said, not everyone can like everyone - which is a freeing thing to realise. Both about you not having to like everyone, and about not everyone having to like you! :)

    Much less pressure to change who you want to be just to please other people. ;)
    Callistemon
    Callistemon
    An older friend explained this to me when I was in my early 30s. I was a bit shocked at first - she's very congenial - but I realised she was right.

    Also she said that just because she doesn't like some people doesn't mean she can't be civil to them (unless they're rude to her, then she'll draw a line).
    UberScout
    Last night we were all fighting... And i told my mother i hated her because she never does anything about Maddog...
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    UberScout
    UberScout
    @tree She just said "good" and gave me my medicine and went to bed.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Your mom is numb. Emotionally numb. This is what happens in a abusive relationships. She gave you your medicine. Your well-being is important to her. But she has no more energy.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Try not to take your anger out on her. I stayed in an abusive relationship to just raise my daughter. I had no energy for anything else.
    UberScout
    Maddog got yet. ANOTHER. BOTTLE. OF ALCOHOL. Tomorrow I'm going to the episcopal church to find alternative housing solutions!!! I've HAD IT
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry
    So good you are trying. Tell them you are willing to recheck with them. Maybe someone wants help with shopping, house cleaning, you do that for a room.
    tree
    tree
    @UberScout Seeking alternative sounds reasonable.
    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    That actually sounds like a decent idea. If the Episcopalians are anything like the Catholics they won't care what your beliefs are. Open doors are good.
    Maddog doesn't need more alcohol in his gut & you don't need any more assaults on your life. Good luck tomorrow!
    UberScout
    Police that Maddog, my stepfather made an actual, serious attempt to kill me last night.
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    Hazel_1914
    Hazel_1914
    Your lady friend Gabby would probably rather go see you live & well somewhere else than show up to your funeral & have to stare down Maddog. Go call the cops.
    Luca
    Luca
    @Slim Jim I can agree, sadly I know this from experience :( When I talked about what certain people did, to the authorities or to other people who could have been helpful, they did want revenge. It got to the extent of threats to kill my family members (I won't say what it was, it could trigger someone), which were not acted on, thank God. But I was scared.
    Luca
    Luca
    I wouldn't know what to do in this situation honestly, I'm terrified for UberScout! The only thing I can think of would be a more long-term plan to find another place to live and get an order of protection. But he needs to get out of that house fast!!!
    UberScout
    Everyone, I want to give you my home address because I need as many people as possible to put an anonymous tip to the
    UberScout
    Maddog got drunk and held a knife to my throat laat night. He rubbed it up and down my face. It's time to look for a new place to live.
    tree
    tree
    It's been evident for some time now that change is needed.
    UberScout
    My mom just roasted an entire Call of Duty server so badly that nobody is speaking for the whole match.
    UberScout
    Lost are those who seek peace in the warmth of family. Found are those who find madness and dysfunction in the same thread of people. - Me
    UberScout
    So... Played Guardians of The Galaxy pinball at a bar, had five dollars which bought me eight credits... Then i left my umbrella.
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