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Tony Ramirez

Tony Ramirez

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Alone Aspie grapples fear of unlove and rejection 48 From Brooklyn, NY
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  • Tony Ramirez
    I just want to cry.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    I'm sorry you're sad, Tony. It is okay to cry. It's a normal thing to do and sometimes it can help ease the feelings that are making you want to cry.
    Tony Ramirez
    Being ignored is the worst kind of bullying.
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    Judge
    Judge
    Ostracization is a deliberate and malevolent process.

    Yet I can't help but wonder if societal indifference is worse, and whether we must accept it in the case of mathematical disparity. Where majorities of people vastly outnumber minorities. When we are either shunned or simply ignored.

    Either way it does play with our perception, and not in a good way at times.
    C
    Cryptid
    It is wise to remember that no one is obligated by law or "morality" to acknowledge your existence. If fact, "Ghosting" is one of the most effective tools of self-defense that anyone could put into practice. One's self-esteem and identity should not depend on how much attention one receives.
    oregano
    oregano
    The good thing about being ignored is that you can always choose to ignore them back. They don't want me to exist, fine, I'm taking my ball and leaving and going to a place where I can ignore and be ignored in peace.
    Tony Ramirez
    The world would be a better place if I never existed.
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    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    Hang in there.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I'm tired of hanging in there.
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    Yeah that happens, I have been tired of that too before. But we have to hang in there. Things change, they always do eventually. And this is a rough time of year, winter and Christmas. In a while it's spring, that will be better.
    Tony Ramirez
    I am going to find a painless way to end my life by early next year so I don't have to go through another year of this.
    Storm Hess
    Storm Hess
    If I can get through years of abuse and emasculating, you can too. Seek help. You have every right to exist.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I have seek help. It has not changed or worked.
    Storm Hess
    Storm Hess
    For things to change you have to be willing to go through difficulties. If I can do it, you can. :)
    Tony Ramirez
    My uncle told me I am worthless and that I can't go out and do yoga because he is more important. I said I have to go out anyway. He said he don't care in a more filtered way. I cried. I feel useless. I wish I was dead. Mayve next year I will fund a painless way to end it all. I can't live lonely like this.
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    tree
    tree
    Doesn't want you to have a life?
    How does that negative wish benefit him?
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I doesn't. I can't explain.
    tree
    tree
    I'd be surprised if your uncle could make a reasonable explanation.
    Tony Ramirez
    Single women. There are not many out there. Not to say I don't know any but I can only count 5 on one hand total and that might not be accurate as only 3 said they were single.
    tree
    tree
    Keeping a scorecard of marital status of your acquaintances may not be super useful.
    Judge
    Judge
    Good reason not to discount divorcees with children.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    It hard not too when they are dwindling.
    Tony Ramirez
    I'm starting to revert back to my miserable mood again.
    tree
    tree
    This is not likely to be permanent.

    Moods can be compared to tides, rising, falling.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I'm better now. I talked to a woman after church I know who is single and had a 10 minute conversation with her.
    Tony Ramirez
    I am starting to get tired of couples rubbing there spouses and kids in my face and women not giving me the time of day again. Yes I am smiling.
    Raggamuffin
    Raggamuffin
    I think you're tiring of your interpretation of couples.
    Tony Ramirez
    Everytime I follow a woman on YouTube who tries on clothes or blogs who then I find out she is a Christian she always mentions a boyfriend so I then unfollow her then I follow the more unhealthy women there and eventually on OF everytime.
    Tony Ramirez
    I had a dream that an attractive red headed woman was rubbing my back in the right places in the park. Then the annoying phone rang waking me up and it was a robo call. I wish my dream would come true.
    Tony Ramirez
    I don't want to celebrate Thanksgiving with my family. It's miserable. My mother yells at everyone and causes many problems with my father and uncle. The real celebrations were potlucks at the park and church events not the holiday at home. That's hell.
    Tony Ramirez
    I am from the USA but I keep forgetting people from the UK and other countries don't celebrate Thanksgiving. They go straight from Halloween to Christmas.
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    V
    VictorR
    Canadian Thanksgiving falls on the second Monday in October (which in the US is a different holiday).
    Forest Cat
    Forest Cat
    We just go straight from Easter to Christmas here. :) But we do have St. Lucia's Day right before Christmas, I have heard they don't have that everywhere else.
    Judge
    Judge
    From Halloween to Christmas? Sounds like Target stores.
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