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Recent content by eon

  1. eon

    Alienating yourself from others and that to do about it?

    i realized i actually do this from complex PTSD. i have this extreme automatic dodging of any involving others in anything. i dont want their help even if i might need it. i will go into some other avoidant way of handling anything. i have incredibly faulty emotional responses during any kind of...
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    PTSD, anyone dealing with or have?

    thank you for these replies lately, I have seen them on the email summaries I received. The impact of PTSD is so vast that its Horribly Difficult to self examine or see the true depth of the damage to your own self. WHAT creates or can create that impact is irrelevant. It is any acute fear...
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    PTSD, anyone dealing with or have?

    gailt, this info is just the scratch of the surface i have barely come across. despite that the root feeling i have is this overwhelming sudden feeling of not being alone / the only person to feel like i do, same as i felt when i began to look at myself within aspie discovery and the spectrum...
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    dreams of my death

    love this song so much. it suddenly represents a whole new depth as i've stumbled into a recognition of myself dually as an Attention differential brain and a self encased in Stone behaviors of avoidance, withdrawal, and all out disconnect escapism / dissociation in my complex PTSD. i must now...
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    PTSD, anyone dealing with or have?

    One thing I just wanted to come back here and mention. In researching around PTSD, I come across a thing called c-PTSD. Complex ptsd--- Which is at this point a proposed set of loose criteria, that essentially defines a PTSD sufferer where the main feature is an impact to self more than any of...
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    PTSD, anyone dealing with or have?

    personally i lost a parent at the worst possible age, young, but not so young that it was unknown... the most horrifying thing a mind that age can imagine--- problem is it changed my entire remaining childhood into turmoil and ended up with abuse from step siblings and step mothers to create...
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    PTSD, anyone dealing with or have?

    It seems like aspies could gain their own brand of symptom set with PTSD after experience severe/horrifying trauma or loss/injury. Some aspies have been bullied to extreme degrees. When I was first going in for talking to a professional about comparing myself to spectrum traits, the things at...
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    Letting Go of Emotions

    yeah, this can occur for aspies I think largely because of the lack of earlier awareness of any given emotion. it only hits us when its hit near full throttle. so end result is we feel the switch is either off or full blast for whatever thing and then wonder how we can let go. The actual...
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    Opinions on Treatment for Asperger Syndrome?

    Asperger's itself is too broad of a thing to answer your question A. I don't find any use in separating the definiton used for asperger's, instead what needs to be talked about is the spectrum. Aspies is a better definition for spectrum people. Second- It is neither personality nor disorder...
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    I match every single symptom of Asperger's Syndrome, but now what?

    just watch out for the trap of language like the diagnosis and symptoms. please take a look at my links about aspie discovery and use this info to empower yourself to be a better you.
  11. eon

    Can anyone give me some advice please

    it's not wrong to like being by yourself. diagnosis is not a tool that helps anyone. the treatment that helps is self understanding and acceptance, and gaining that same support from those who care about our success
  12. eon

    Is There Really Anything Wrong With Us?

    there is absolutely nothing wrong with us. the most interesting mind-wander i have had in this general line of thought is around the idea of passion in an interest... to me that's very natural. but i struggle to imagine any alternative, or try to figure out what exactly it feels like for someone...
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    I Need Help...

    I can't believe they are treating you that way. you don't deserve that. I had perhaps a similar experience while in my last years of school. essentially no one would give me the tiniest respect. no one cared for my chosen passions and my life was merely an ongoing fight between me and those...
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    questions

    why is it taboo. basically if you scrutinize the tales and details presented by the writings to which you refer that's the conclusion you're able to draw. endless contradictions and ludicrous levels of conflict with the egalitarian ideal (treating the lowest member of society equal to the most...
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