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Tony Ramirez
This female friend might be geniune. I had so many meltdowns, panic attacks, text messages that were so dark I can't share here. Let's just say last years because of people I trusted a motherly figure named P.. bought me to a cafe of 143 days of being ostracized. Then feeling like college. Healing trusting people new church going to meetups meeting J.. breadcrumb blocked new church + other's hurt. Now 6+ old church
Tony Ramirez
Tony Ramirez
kicks me out retreats volunteers kicked out trust no one.
new female friend way out of my league in looks befriends me even after public private meltdowns.
Levelskid
I don't think it's healthy to mix alcohol with Monster energy drink.
T
thejuice
Palpitation city!

You can drink more with a stimulant.
Over stimulated and lower inhibition/ co-ordination means more likely to have an accident.
Tony Ramirez
Until the library staff was mean to mean the same woman that refused to help me thru other day get my card. Even her coworker made fun of me. I reacted with a meltdown. I was suicidal. My friend again answered back when I was suicidal when no one cared. Thank God she understands me.
Tony Ramirez
Tony Ramirez
@Markness works part time in a library so he understands how rude staff members are especially against Neurodivergent people. It's much worse in New York City.
Lou Laurinen
So grateful to spend so many nights like this with my friends
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Judge
Judge
Are those cookies with the yellow centers?
Tony Ramirez
Tony Ramirez
Great movie snacks. Do you actually bring them to the theater like I do? I sneak them in my backpack. I am an invisible ghost so no one cares when I go to the theater 100% of the time alone in NYC.
Lou Laurinen
Lou Laurinen
They are cookies :)

Lol yes we have snuck them into the theatre before!
Tony Ramirez
If someone would actually end my life I would be happy.
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Matthias
The way you think and what you choose to focus on can have a big impact on how you feel. Telling yourself that everyone hates you and that women who ignore you are rejecting you is going to make you miserable. Focusing on positive thoughts can help you feel better even when your life isn't going well.
Tony Ramirez
Tony Ramirez
A stranger smiled at me today saying hello and it was a woman
Aspychata
Aspychata
Tony, sorry you felt low today. That's nice someone said hello. :)
Lou Laurinen
My team has a playoff game tonight… and I just blew out my knee :(
Worst timing possible. Thank goodness we have two other goalies but I’m obviously pretty upset.
TBRS1
Temperatures are back up again, so the maples are dripping.

Temps look good for the next week, so I'm thinking that will be the main maple juice flow.
Tony Ramirez
My life can't get any worse than it is I'm afraid of people and my parents are bullying me so bad I can't kill myself I tried yesterday getting hit by a car I came so close the closest ever still no one gave a damn. I'm stuck in my house due to fear.
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tree
tree
You're really into a down phase.
A few days ago (Sunday) you said you'd talk with your therapist about your
anger, loneliness, and fear of being rejected.....

Being jealous of your therapist sure gets in the way.
Have you ever told the therapist how angry you are?
Aspychata
Aspychata
It's okay to discuss your frustration and anger. This helps you label and deal with your feelings. I can get very frustrated, but it's not acting out, like the car situation. Take a minute to breathe slowly, 10 slow breaths. Acknowledge that you feel low, then let go of those feelings. Therapy is help to recognize how you feel, then you let go of it.
Tony Ramirez
Tony Ramirez
My mom is sick physically my father is not feeling well either physically.
Lou Laurinen
My best friend has a really profound fear of the simulation/backrooms theory. He has OCD (so do I, but mine is treatment responsive) and I wonder if it's a manifestation of his OCD. I'm not judging him at all, just seems like an unusual and specific fear. Anyone else really afraid of stuff like that? I'm curious to hear your thoughts because I'd like to know how to help. Didn't feel like this should be a whole thread
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cooljethro
cooljethro
In any case, I don't really worry about this either way, since if I am a simulated being, there is nothing to my knowledge that I can do about it anyway?
Markness
Markness
Fortunately, “noclipping” is only possible in video games so I wouldn’t worry about ending up in the Backrooms.
Lou Laurinen
Lou Laurinen
@cooljethro That was my thought too. That if it’s true we can’t do anything about it anyway.
Thanks for the replies!
Levelskid
Hmm...Albert Einstein (possibly autistic) didn't like wearing socks.
Lou Laurinen
Lou Laurinen
Interesting! Apparently a lot of autistic people have an aversion to sleeping in socks, but I hate sleeping barefoot because my feet get freezing cold lol
T
thejuice
I can't wear shoes without socks it feels yucky. I also can't sleep in socks, that's wrong too lol
Lou Laurinen
Pekka, our friends and I just found this in a store 😂 the guys are all laughing their butts off, and I did also laugh, but I kind of hate that it exists lol
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Lou Laurinen
A wedding gift from a friend- these awesome posters for Pekka’s office, including a painting of his jersey (they are from Etsy)
We love all the gifts we received. They are amazing.
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Aspychata
Aspychata
Very thoughtful. Nicely done. I am surprised you didn't play air hockey at your wedding. :)
Just joking. Lol
Lou Laurinen
Lou Laurinen
Lol that would’ve been funny
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