I thought Tuesday is even a sadder day than Monday.
Monday has already been a chore. It?s like lessons after lessons, work after work, and mindless thing after another mindless thing. I don?t know what?s next, other than maybe writing my pathetic situation to everyone.
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My head is spinning out of control. I feel that I lost control of my mind.
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I scarcely remember that I did ? indeed ? self-diagnose as having Asperger?s, bipolar personality disorder and Tourette?s syndrome all at the same time. I cannot control some things that happen to me. I used to be hopeful that I could do some things. Then it dawned to me that I cannot achieve my dream, and so I gave up. I seldom succeeded since then.
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My dream was to study biology or sociology in Princeton, and to contribute to Princeton?s intellectual life like a few of my teachers do.
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Maybe things will get better. Maybe. Hope so.
Monday has already been a chore. It?s like lessons after lessons, work after work, and mindless thing after another mindless thing. I don?t know what?s next, other than maybe writing my pathetic situation to everyone.
View attachment 1897
My head is spinning out of control. I feel that I lost control of my mind.
View attachment 1898
I scarcely remember that I did ? indeed ? self-diagnose as having Asperger?s, bipolar personality disorder and Tourette?s syndrome all at the same time. I cannot control some things that happen to me. I used to be hopeful that I could do some things. Then it dawned to me that I cannot achieve my dream, and so I gave up. I seldom succeeded since then.
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My dream was to study biology or sociology in Princeton, and to contribute to Princeton?s intellectual life like a few of my teachers do.
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Maybe things will get better. Maybe. Hope so.
