Post Hiatus

I have taken a hiatus from this blog/ forum mostly because I felt so discouraged...I went to therapy and it was an introductory session so a lot of questions about my life and past. I felt like the therapist wanted me to come up with my own conclusions about my "issues." The session was way too expensive for what was accomplished so that is unsustainable for me. Back to square one. I have another option, which is when I start college in about a month I have access to the therapist there. Possibly another route to answers. I'm seriously starting to wonder if self-diagnosis is the best choice for me since I am not filthy rich. ha