2-11-24
I feel like I live in a world without people in it. I have people I talk to online like in this forum and my online boyfriend and acquaintances at church but no real friends. I only have my mother and we only talk on the phone. I get SSI for autism because of it being a disability so I don’t have to work although I have tried a job twice and got fired twice. But my days are filled with hobbies. I know that sounds ideal but it’s lonely to always do hobbies by yourself. Also there is no one to share my accomplishments with that will really care. I could write a poem but only strangers online would read it and my Mom. And there’s only so many movies you can watch. I find myself looking forward to meals the most and that’s just sad.
I feel like I live in a world without people in it. I have people I talk to online like in this forum and my online boyfriend and acquaintances at church but no real friends. I only have my mother and we only talk on the phone. I get SSI for autism because of it being a disability so I don’t have to work although I have tried a job twice and got fired twice. But my days are filled with hobbies. I know that sounds ideal but it’s lonely to always do hobbies by yourself. Also there is no one to share my accomplishments with that will really care. I could write a poem but only strangers online would read it and my Mom. And there’s only so many movies you can watch. I find myself looking forward to meals the most and that’s just sad.
