I confess: I am an incel. I do involuntary celibacy. I am open to romance with many people but because of my autism, and my lack of sexual attractive (even more accentuated by my childish style of dress), I choose to abstain from sex even though I really intuitively crave for sex.
I do incel for a couple of reasons. I do not want to give up my boyhood dreams to be a professor examining social issues in a spatial manner, and I don't like supporting a family. But I still want to have sex. I confess: if my first and only sexual experience is perfect, I think through, try to understand and accept all consequences that follow. I hope to get a vascemony after my sex, though, because the sexual experience would be good if it's performed just once. Indeed, it is against forum ethics to discuss about a banned user in the forum. But given that this is my blog, I hope to take the liberty to discuss about my darkest, deepest confessions, and share them with all the readers here.
However, allow me to qualify my statements, as quoted above.
If I don't feel ready to financially support first love, in case anything happens, I won't perform the sexual act.
I do my best to attend classes on dating and marriage, in case I need them.
I won't force my way around women, especially very attractive women who happen to be in tip-top experience. All sexual acts, I think, should be voluntary with mutual agreement.
I always have things to do to divert sexual energies and desire - doing good in a male-dominated environment, such as gym or runs, could help channel excess sexual desire - and keep me fit.
This blog entry is restricted because of its controversial nature.