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My dad will have surgery in january. Meanwhile my mom had an angioplasty today. She is in the hospital now. I don't know what to feel really. It is hard to see my parents getting old and sick. I wish i was the one getting ill sometimes, i don't feel healthy inside anyway

I don't want to live much after they pass away. I don't have any other family or friends other than my parents and i would miss them too much.

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AprilR
Thanks. I feel like if i don't have any use in the world i might as well die early though.

My mom has a lot of people who rely on her, so she should live long and healthy life.

I don't have any use in life and i dont want to burden anyone in life.
 
WhitewaterWoman
Lots of people here like you, read your posts, get inspired. It is easy to slip into despair when bad things threaten. I’ve done it myself, many times.

*Hugs*
 
AprilR
WhitewaterWoman said:
Lots of people here like you, read your posts, get inspired. It is easy to slip into despair when bad things threaten. I’ve done it myself, many times.

*Hugs*
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Thanks. I am very surprised people like me since i am used to being ignored and discriminated. I just wish there were actual offline social clubs for autistic people here too. Because i fear i will have no one to rely one when i need help in old age
 

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