I cannot seem to get my life together and I've been home since August. I suddenly feel depressed a lot which isn't normal for me, or maybe it is, and I am usually just numb. I can't feel a connection to anyone. My nephew did die in September but I didn't react, really. I've gone through a months worth of medicine in a week.
I can't seem to think clearly enough to get information together to get going with the civil freaking service test to be a cop, I can't think to do my budget correctly which I usually love, and I tried to kill myself. Something seriously collapsed in me the past few weeks.
I avoid the hell out of people.
I can't seem to think clearly enough to get information together to get going with the civil freaking service test to be a cop, I can't think to do my budget correctly which I usually love, and I tried to kill myself. Something seriously collapsed in me the past few weeks.
I avoid the hell out of people.
