I forget. Constantly. I forget. He is gone. I tried to call my daddy the other day., more than once. To me he isnt gone. He is still here. I keep calling him and asking for him. Everytime I shut my eyes it is a reset and I think he is alive again. I never said goodbye to him. He is here. Asking everyone why havent I seen my dad in a while. Calling his number and he doesnt pick up. What the heck? How could he ignore me? I need to talk to him. Not understanding. But I guess he is gone.. I guess he is dead. But that feels like a lie to me.
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