I feel strangely relaxed when i am ill. When i was a child i felt comforted when my mom took care of me.Now that i am an adult and taking care of myself i still feel more relaxed and the anxiety and guilt disappears more when i am physically ill.
On one hand I feel like the illness inside me is affecting my physical body too, so i feel like i get what i deserve.
On the other hand, real life and its difficulties as well as responsibilities disappear. I can sleep and take it easy all day without feeling guilty. I can take care of myself and spoil myself a little. It is relaxing to feel small and weak
On one hand I feel like the illness inside me is affecting my physical body too, so i feel like i get what i deserve.
On the other hand, real life and its difficulties as well as responsibilities disappear. I can sleep and take it easy all day without feeling guilty. I can take care of myself and spoil myself a little. It is relaxing to feel small and weak
