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...1 : a second self or different version of oneself: such as
Well, there are plenty of ways I’d like to see myself, plenty of things I’d like to be. I suppose the main characters in the stories I write might count, which would be seven I’m currently working with, where I sort of mentally become them, temporarily.
But in all seriousness and honesty, I have two “selfs.” One is kind, empathetic, always puts others first, loves animals and nature, craves acceptance, can be goofy depending on the mood/energy level.
Then there’s the side of me that loves all things strange and sinister (the stranger, the better), is numb to human suffering, craves isolation, seeks out its own pain and suffering, and is without a doubt truly insane. This side can be very, very dangerous and scary if left unchecked, but all too often it wins out, and I partially want to let it.
That doesn’t really adequately describe especially the second part, but it’s as much as I can really put into words right now.