Madame Catfish
...Fascinating...
I can see movement in a way other people cannot.
When I see a stain on the porch, for instance, I know exactly what direction the spilled soda was coming from, what angle, how fast it was moving, have a feel for the size of the cup, etc. It's like I can rewind it. See the soda spill. I know the angle and the speed and the weight, but not with numbers. I see it. If I need the angle, I hold a protractor up to what I can see in my head. I'm not determining the angle of impact mathematically, but instinctually somehow. I can just piece the information together unconsciously, I guess, because I've tried experiments and tested myself to confirm that I am correct in my impressions.
Whenever I went through my bloodstain pattern analysis textbook, I knew the angle of impact and type of injury without having to learn it. I just know when a stain is from blunt force because I can see it fall and if it falls thickly it has to be from something blunt. I just know it is from a gunshot because I can see how the tiny droplets scatter from the speed of the gunshot and give that speckled look.
I can manipulate three dimensional objects in my head like this and find it very easy to remember spatial things.
I think I'd make a great bloodstain pattern analyst and crime scene reconstructor because of this, but my parents think that I should go into linguistics instead because I am not good at abstract mathematics.
I am good at linguistics though. As of now I am fifteen and have taught myself five languages (going on six). For a challenge I taught myself a language in one week (Yucatec) and was able to carry on a conversation in it the following Sunday. Like the movement thing, I think the reason that I have a knack for languages is that the patterns produce images in my mind and I can see a language visually- how it flows and where it is heading.
Because I can visualise something like language, it has always confused me that I cannot process abstract algebraic math. I can see a triangle in my head given the proportions, but can only recognise the proportions rather than the numbers associated with them. Math is the language of numbers, but it is hard to learn that language when it is uncertain as to what the words and grammar are representing in the first place. Learning the Maya word for cat is easy: a cat is easily definable. Defining the number three isn't as easy. The language of mathematics itself is abstract rather than an abstract representation of a reality, as true languages are. It's like math just interrupts the movement, the pictures I see, get all caught in static- the numbers are human inventions, ideas, whereas cats really exist. Three is just a human way of expressing how many cats there are rather than being a true quality the cats have, like being yellow or being hungry.
Sorry for the random rant. I have plenty of those.
On a totally unrelated note, I also have a freakishly sensitive nose and good hearing.
All of the above is probably a result of autism in one way or another, which is why I'm likely one of those annoying "autistic and proud" types. XD
When I see a stain on the porch, for instance, I know exactly what direction the spilled soda was coming from, what angle, how fast it was moving, have a feel for the size of the cup, etc. It's like I can rewind it. See the soda spill. I know the angle and the speed and the weight, but not with numbers. I see it. If I need the angle, I hold a protractor up to what I can see in my head. I'm not determining the angle of impact mathematically, but instinctually somehow. I can just piece the information together unconsciously, I guess, because I've tried experiments and tested myself to confirm that I am correct in my impressions.
Whenever I went through my bloodstain pattern analysis textbook, I knew the angle of impact and type of injury without having to learn it. I just know when a stain is from blunt force because I can see it fall and if it falls thickly it has to be from something blunt. I just know it is from a gunshot because I can see how the tiny droplets scatter from the speed of the gunshot and give that speckled look.
I can manipulate three dimensional objects in my head like this and find it very easy to remember spatial things.
I think I'd make a great bloodstain pattern analyst and crime scene reconstructor because of this, but my parents think that I should go into linguistics instead because I am not good at abstract mathematics.
I am good at linguistics though. As of now I am fifteen and have taught myself five languages (going on six). For a challenge I taught myself a language in one week (Yucatec) and was able to carry on a conversation in it the following Sunday. Like the movement thing, I think the reason that I have a knack for languages is that the patterns produce images in my mind and I can see a language visually- how it flows and where it is heading.
Because I can visualise something like language, it has always confused me that I cannot process abstract algebraic math. I can see a triangle in my head given the proportions, but can only recognise the proportions rather than the numbers associated with them. Math is the language of numbers, but it is hard to learn that language when it is uncertain as to what the words and grammar are representing in the first place. Learning the Maya word for cat is easy: a cat is easily definable. Defining the number three isn't as easy. The language of mathematics itself is abstract rather than an abstract representation of a reality, as true languages are. It's like math just interrupts the movement, the pictures I see, get all caught in static- the numbers are human inventions, ideas, whereas cats really exist. Three is just a human way of expressing how many cats there are rather than being a true quality the cats have, like being yellow or being hungry.
Sorry for the random rant. I have plenty of those.
On a totally unrelated note, I also have a freakishly sensitive nose and good hearing.
All of the above is probably a result of autism in one way or another, which is why I'm likely one of those annoying "autistic and proud" types. XD