So, I realized that sometimes after hearing a piece of information and thinking about the meaning of it, it can take me over three months on average to fully process and anylize to understand what something meant. In other cases, up to several years. I'm like an out-dated computer. When I understand something, I never need another explaination, but trying to understand is beyond slow. It can even be annoying. But at least it us efficient and accurate. But slow. In general, how long does it take you to process most difficult pieces of information? Am I the only one who takes this long to process? What is the longest span of time it has taken you to process the meaning of an event, something said, a face made, etc? Any fast 'processers' here?
I have observed my thought process recently and discovered that unlike NTs, my brain processes information in a dual mode. Whenever I encounter new information, my brain attempts to reconcile it against any prior information I may have stored. If the new information reconciles with the old then it is "added" to my memory. If not, my brain continues to process in loop mode until I mentally force a STOP.
One good example of this is when I watch the news on TV. As a student of German History, an event like the annexation of Crimea by Russia triggers my brain to start reconciling the details regarding the annexation of Poland and Austria by Hitler with the information regarding the annexation of Crimea by Putin. Both were justified by the perpetrators as being only a response to the harassment of German/Russian residents by the host nation. In both cases, interested third parties attempted to negotiate a settlement but were totally ineffective because the invaders had no desire to settle. In both cases, the stall tactics merely gave the perpetrators more time to consolidate their position without compromise. Historians later agreed that if England and France had responded immediately with determined force, WW-II might have been averted or at least curtailed.
As a result, the European response to Crimea (let's reach a settlement with Putin) failed to reconcile in my brain. To me it seemed that Putin was merely using a successful play from Hitler's playbook and the Europeans--including Germany--were falling for it. So my brain will continue to process this and if asked about it in normal conversation, I would appear to NTs as "spaced out" or "uncaring" But the truth is that my brain will not allow me to offer opinions on matters that I have not been able to reconcile.