I have the advantage of having been there before, it turns out I'm allergic to chemicals used in a lot of local anaesthetics these days. I've told the story in this forum somewhere or other. I love a certain quality of life and when I feel my life is no longer worth living I'll happily end it, we're allowed to do that here now.Afterwards. But still, you'll experience it at the time. I wasn't thinking about fearing death exactly, though. Or about factually knowing it. But, of the self, ending. It's so strange.
I have no fear of death but losing my independence is a very real fear.
[Edit] found the link, post #16 if your browser only takes you to the start of the thread:
https://www.autismforums.com/threads/lets-get-small.41670/post-906443
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