WolfGirl08
Active Member
Does anyone have that one guy/girl where your friendship is on the edge of a relationship?
I met this one man a few months ago. We both were sexually attracted to each other but we both didn't want anything at that time. So we ignored it. A few times we have tried to be more but we were more interested in talking to each other.He knows I have AS and he's the one that's been listening to me when I try to deal with the diagnoses. Sometimes I think I talk to him too much and when I back off he gets a little upset. He's also seen me at my absolute worst...take example last night...I had a huge panic attack (that's what I call them) where it involved random crying, aggressiveness, and finally I curled up in a ball on my bed and ignored everything. He at first tried to get me to talk but he eventually stopped and let me be. Once I was able to gather myself I apologized to him and he says that he can handle whatever I dish out...it doesn't bother him. I found this to be a relief because my two other friends don't really like to deal with me when that happens (don't blame them really). I I ask because slowly I'm starting to feel more than just like with him but I don't say anything out of fear of rejection. Plus I like the way things are and not ready to date yet. I'm not actually sure what to do other than just keep talking like I usually do, which is probably what I should do but I feel like I should be doing more...if that makes any sense.
I met this one man a few months ago. We both were sexually attracted to each other but we both didn't want anything at that time. So we ignored it. A few times we have tried to be more but we were more interested in talking to each other.He knows I have AS and he's the one that's been listening to me when I try to deal with the diagnoses. Sometimes I think I talk to him too much and when I back off he gets a little upset. He's also seen me at my absolute worst...take example last night...I had a huge panic attack (that's what I call them) where it involved random crying, aggressiveness, and finally I curled up in a ball on my bed and ignored everything. He at first tried to get me to talk but he eventually stopped and let me be. Once I was able to gather myself I apologized to him and he says that he can handle whatever I dish out...it doesn't bother him. I found this to be a relief because my two other friends don't really like to deal with me when that happens (don't blame them really). I I ask because slowly I'm starting to feel more than just like with him but I don't say anything out of fear of rejection. Plus I like the way things are and not ready to date yet. I'm not actually sure what to do other than just keep talking like I usually do, which is probably what I should do but I feel like I should be doing more...if that makes any sense.
