firstly, i know that the way i write now is annoying. i think it used to be less so and i don't really know what changed but have suspicions. which leads me to my larger question for this community. other than the latter part of Flowers for Algernon, anyone aware of a decent book written by someone losing the fight? knowing that it must end close to the end and all, and yeah i know where google is, but anyone have a fave on this topic? somehow seeing it through someone else's eyes that had to deal seems like it would provide perspective for me.