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She Always Runs

SimonSays

Van Dweller
V.I.P Member
She always runs…
That’s how it seems
As we get closer
And it becomes realer
She starts to doubt
Can this be real?
Is he who he seems?
And the connection disappears
Leaving doubt smiling

For who am I really?
Just words on a page...
Heart-filled and real
And closer means realer
And realer FEELS different

Out of the mind and into the life
And that is when it changes
For what seemed to be
A most beautiful connection
Becomes something else
Too fast
Too soon
Not ready

To love means to open
To trust
To accept
To share
To experience without being afraid
Of the feeling of intimacy
Wanting it…touching it
Arms embracing
Lips connecting
Even though none of these things ever take place
For we are virtual
An idea of love
And in the virtual world all is perfect
It is just as we imagine it to be
How can reality ever live up to that?

So she lets go
What choice does she have?
Run far my love
Lest it reveal itself imperfect
For it surely will
And what seemed so beautiful
Dissolves into silence
Again
 

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