clackedions
Well-Known Member
Hi all,
Is this Aspergers? From age 16 upwards, my studies in criminal psychology lead me to believe I was a potential psychopath. Psychopathic criteria and my own general confusion combined to generate this assumption, which still occasionally haunts me to this day. It has caused me to think and sometimes act accordingly.
Do you ever get into such an isolated rut that you kind of fall under a spell and as a result do and think highly inappropriate things? Either these weird behaviours are totally normal and I am over analysing them, or they are just GENERALLY weird behaviours =0. These are things which once you have done, tend to destroy you with guilt either immediately after or during the following weeks, months and years. I've justified it to myself by thinking that this is a way of self teaching that hasn't occurred naturally, however I don't currently desire to live by this as this could in fact be the cowards way out for a lunatic =0.
I could go on...I'm a lot better now and manage to get by to greater effect, but this has been a feature of my late teens/early adulthood that has been cause for tremendous self-loathing.
Cheers!
Is this Aspergers? From age 16 upwards, my studies in criminal psychology lead me to believe I was a potential psychopath. Psychopathic criteria and my own general confusion combined to generate this assumption, which still occasionally haunts me to this day. It has caused me to think and sometimes act accordingly.
Do you ever get into such an isolated rut that you kind of fall under a spell and as a result do and think highly inappropriate things? Either these weird behaviours are totally normal and I am over analysing them, or they are just GENERALLY weird behaviours =0. These are things which once you have done, tend to destroy you with guilt either immediately after or during the following weeks, months and years. I've justified it to myself by thinking that this is a way of self teaching that hasn't occurred naturally, however I don't currently desire to live by this as this could in fact be the cowards way out for a lunatic =0.
I could go on...I'm a lot better now and manage to get by to greater effect, but this has been a feature of my late teens/early adulthood that has been cause for tremendous self-loathing.
Cheers!
