My thoughts in speech to text advice needed

[Jenisautistic]

I feel like things are slipping away so fast my grandmother is in a nursing care. I'm stuck without my regular home. There's so many things that are not in my control right now. The people think can be more in my control.

I tried to advise my family members minus my grandmother because she wasn't really there when the fire and stuff happened that we need to get some sort of legal help and be able to get away to get some compensation at least for what happened we did have renters insurance and such

I may be going into a residence, but then I’m gonna miss my friends. I’m gonna lose them for a weekend away trips I feel like I work so hard to even be friends with and not get afraid and into myself and such

At the same time, I’ll be reiterating to myself that things are never going back to the way they used to be I mean, I already know that just that sometimes my body won’t adjust like sometimes I wake up pretty frequently actually and have no idea where I am as if Partial amnesia for like five minutes

The place that I am with my family is pretty tight, which is why I need to be in a residential place

Move when it comes to regular things I feel like I’ve been regressing in certain ways like reading and writing normally, I edit things or use AI to help complete what I don’t remember or can’t articulate

I hated that I’ve been using it for everything lately, but at the same time I like the technology for certain things

I feel like sometimes people know me better than I know myself, even my peers in my groups

Reading is insanely difficult and writing. Well you can imagine how hard that can be when you can barely read at least at this point in time.

Regardless, I still like to write I feel like the story that I want needs to be told somehow


In conclusion
To sum it up for everyone who doesn’t want to read a wall of text

Things have been very frustrating, both in my transition from the fire and such trying to not regress in my skills and I’m fearful of a lot of things as well as the fact that I will be cut off from certain activities with people that I’ve I’ve gained as friends.

If this is not a description enough for you, please if you are able to try to read what you can thank you

Please note all this was written with speech to text with almost no editing

 

[WhitewaterWoman]

I have read everything in your post.

It sounds like a whole lot of your life is changing. Major changes.
Changes are very scary.

Who in your life can you reach out to for help?

 

[Rodafina]

I'm sad to hear you are struggling, @Jenisautistic. You have demonstrated such strength and resilience in your posts here and I hope that those things can find you now.

When so many things seem challenging, I wonder if it would be helpful to identify just one or two things that you may be able to change or control. Some of the things you mentioned may be easier to deal with than others. You can't do it all at once, but perhaps tackling some of the feelings you mentioned one small piece at a time can make everything feel a little less overwhelming. Then your resilience can find a way to lift you up a bit at a time.