Maybe I have been unknowingly manifesting whatever caused this timeline with me and my parents stuck outside, wanting so bad to enjoy a good proper gaming session because it’s how I am used to relaxing, and even now I limit myself so it’s not too much. But now my life’s focus is on:
1. Finding a space on the sidewalk somewhere there is traffic to fly a cardboard sign hoping to make enough for a hotel room or at least some food and essential things
2. Either fending off or outright having to physically fight crazy people, drug addicts, drunk people who had too much, or crazy drug addicted people too drunk to NOT be crazy (I once had to deal with somebody who was so buttermilked out of his fritz baggins that he was having a screaming match WITH SOMEBODY’S EMPTY CAR)
3. Trying not to have an existential crisis, a religious uprising, or both at the same time and in the same action
Not only the above, but because I am so hooked on gaming, and aren’t able to try out ones that are on my personal wishlist like Look Outside — which I have to say, as godawful as the *things* in that game look, it seems like a strangely fun game — coping is like trying to find water in the middle of a train station in the desert.
Things are happening to me that my immediate memories seem to keep matching up with RPGs I have played through, enough times to remember certain dialogues and events in cutscenes.
I sound crazy myself, I get that. Or possibly delirious from a mild case of hunger. I dunno, popcorn chicken doesn’t fill as much as you’d think.
Well, any ideas? Clearly I’m not outside of reality. I’m trying to
A V O I D S N A P P I N G
1. Finding a space on the sidewalk somewhere there is traffic to fly a cardboard sign hoping to make enough for a hotel room or at least some food and essential things
2. Either fending off or outright having to physically fight crazy people, drug addicts, drunk people who had too much, or crazy drug addicted people too drunk to NOT be crazy (I once had to deal with somebody who was so buttermilked out of his fritz baggins that he was having a screaming match WITH SOMEBODY’S EMPTY CAR)
3. Trying not to have an existential crisis, a religious uprising, or both at the same time and in the same action
Not only the above, but because I am so hooked on gaming, and aren’t able to try out ones that are on my personal wishlist like Look Outside — which I have to say, as godawful as the *things* in that game look, it seems like a strangely fun game — coping is like trying to find water in the middle of a train station in the desert.
Things are happening to me that my immediate memories seem to keep matching up with RPGs I have played through, enough times to remember certain dialogues and events in cutscenes.
I sound crazy myself, I get that. Or possibly delirious from a mild case of hunger. I dunno, popcorn chicken doesn’t fill as much as you’d think.
Well, any ideas? Clearly I’m not outside of reality. I’m trying to
A V O I D S N A P P I N G
