Morgues and Mortuaries
I always wanted to have a party in the morgue. I was excited when I was sent to a psychiatric hospital because I thought it might have its own morgue (but it didn't). I told my bf the same things about what I wanted to do in the morgues over and over without realizing it that he said (though smiling) "I know that you are amused by mortuaries, dear." When I continued to talk about them he said again, in that exaggerated-patience kind of voice but amused, "I know that mortuaries amuse you, dear." Eventually I got the message and shut up (I didn't have anything else to talk about). I'm thinking, like, if we're just going to be silent why don't we talk about the same thing just to have something to talk about instead of just being silent?
Auschwitz
On WP me, MissPickwickian, and 2 other girls I forget started the Auschwitz Girls' Club and of course Sinsboldly pounced on it right away, lol.
When I was 10 I played Auschwitz with ants in the courtyard of the apartment building I lived in. I controlled what and how much they ate, tried to kill as many as possible, tore them away from their loved ones, etc. My mother told me about the Holocaust and the gas chambers when I was 8. Then, when I was 9, she read me Anne Frank's diary. When I was 10 I read that diary over and over and wished something that exciting would happen to me. I daydreamed about being in Auschwitz when I was 10, then again when I was 14 and 15 and maybe 16. Sometimes when I was 17 or 18. Me and my bf and our friend and his acquaintance were hanging out one day and talking about stuff like that and I told them about my Auschwitz for ants when I was 10, and my friend's acquaintance, an overweight female Mexican girl, found it so hilarious she couldn't stop laughing.
When I was 19 I wanted to squat on the grounds of Auschwitz.
I found out everything there is to know about Auschwitz. I read about 30 first-person prisoner accounts.
Britney Spears
I like what she wears; I remember all her outfits from her music videos. I think she's very pretty too. I like the way she dances. It's easy, but it still looks nice, and the only challenging part is that you have to memorize the moves but you don't have to be physically fit or a professional or anything.
I felt so bad for her when she was strapped down and taken to the psych ward. I felt just as bad when I heard they'd taken away her control of everything in her life. I started becoming interested in guardianships and conservatorships after that. It's a dangerous thing to do to a person. I was thinking of going on a "crazy spree" like Brit went on but then when I saw the consequences she faced after that I chickened out.
Natascha Kampusch
She ROCKS! Good luck Natascha. I'm sure she taught her psychological and psychiatric advisers a few lessons. I wish we could speak the same language. She reminds me of me in so many ways. she even looks like me. I could be her in a play or movie! We're the same age and all, her just a month and a bit younger than me. But I hear she's learning English!! I identify with her because I feel like I was trapped in a dungeon and tortured during my whole adolescence too.
I also like the way Natascha dressed and adorned herself; trying to wear the busiest, most stimulating clothes possible but it all had to match! I tried to dress the exact same way when she was too. I was trying to be unique.
Elizabeth Smart
I'm looking forward to when she finally comes out and confesses it all. She already started to in court. I hope she writes a book on her experience. It's been years already and no book! I mean, no pressure or anything. Just if she wants to. It was like, when she was younger she hid behind all this Mormon stuff and regular-teenager stuff she did and how well she was doing and never talked about hwer ordeal (well, almost never). I really hope she comes out soon; I'm looking forward to it!
I liked the way she dressed too; her clothes were like designer and always looked brand new.
Schapelle Corby
I wanna read her book! By the time she gets out of jail maybe she'll have written like 10 books; a whole series. And maybe she should get her friends/family to have it published in a country where they won't freeze the funds from it... that would require one of them becoming a citizen and getting a bank account there... then Schapelle will be financially secure when she gets out and will be able to start her beauty business.
Harris County
I'm starting to like Harris County, Texas, more and more, the longer I'm away from there. I sorta hope my bf and our son don't move to New York. It was me that was the problem, not Houston. I knew there was a lot going on in Houston, but my bf and I were both depressed and couldn't think of anything to do there though there was lots. I also felt embarrassed to ask him to take me anywhere (no public transit in our little bedroom community)and I was pregnant most of the time I was down there and couldn't hold my dinner down when we were driving places... and when I went to a thrift store and he waited outside with the baby he told me not to take a long time... made me feel bad.
But I want to be a psych tech, and from what I've seen and what he told me from his psych tech experiences, Texas's psych hospitals are very well-regulated and well-run, for the most part. I would feel safe working down there as a psych tech.
I love the multi-racial culture. I love the fact that they let in illegals and help them. I got like $5 000 worth of free medical care during the last 6 months of my pregnancy and also ongoing free mental health care.
There are a lot of Aspies from WP in Houston too.
Harris County was on Dr. Phil at least once and Andrea Yates I think was at the same psychiatric hospital I was in (though years earlier).
Black Culture Hairstyles
I'm intwerested in and love to look at their wigs, weaves, extensions, cornrows, dreads, tiny little braids, hair dyed blonde or pinkish, afros, fancy or exciting hair accessories, etc. When I stim I often make up black female characters, give them unusual names and then imagine their hair styles and their clothes, which they, along with the Spanish people, make nice outfits out of even if they're poor.
Rivenese
I used to stim a LOT while thinking about and imagining Rivenese people in their village and elsewhere on their small planet, and exciting things happening to them there, and I gave them names I liked as well as clothes and hair styles I liked, even tho they were not always Rivenese clothing or hairstyles. I imagined ANOTHER "Age" called Riven with better, more exciting names, clothing, hairstyles and crap happening than the Riven in the Myst series.
I always wanted to have a party in the morgue. I was excited when I was sent to a psychiatric hospital because I thought it might have its own morgue (but it didn't). I told my bf the same things about what I wanted to do in the morgues over and over without realizing it that he said (though smiling) "I know that you are amused by mortuaries, dear." When I continued to talk about them he said again, in that exaggerated-patience kind of voice but amused, "I know that mortuaries amuse you, dear." Eventually I got the message and shut up (I didn't have anything else to talk about). I'm thinking, like, if we're just going to be silent why don't we talk about the same thing just to have something to talk about instead of just being silent?
Auschwitz
On WP me, MissPickwickian, and 2 other girls I forget started the Auschwitz Girls' Club and of course Sinsboldly pounced on it right away, lol.
When I was 10 I played Auschwitz with ants in the courtyard of the apartment building I lived in. I controlled what and how much they ate, tried to kill as many as possible, tore them away from their loved ones, etc. My mother told me about the Holocaust and the gas chambers when I was 8. Then, when I was 9, she read me Anne Frank's diary. When I was 10 I read that diary over and over and wished something that exciting would happen to me. I daydreamed about being in Auschwitz when I was 10, then again when I was 14 and 15 and maybe 16. Sometimes when I was 17 or 18. Me and my bf and our friend and his acquaintance were hanging out one day and talking about stuff like that and I told them about my Auschwitz for ants when I was 10, and my friend's acquaintance, an overweight female Mexican girl, found it so hilarious she couldn't stop laughing.
When I was 19 I wanted to squat on the grounds of Auschwitz.
I found out everything there is to know about Auschwitz. I read about 30 first-person prisoner accounts.
Britney Spears
I like what she wears; I remember all her outfits from her music videos. I think she's very pretty too. I like the way she dances. It's easy, but it still looks nice, and the only challenging part is that you have to memorize the moves but you don't have to be physically fit or a professional or anything.
I felt so bad for her when she was strapped down and taken to the psych ward. I felt just as bad when I heard they'd taken away her control of everything in her life. I started becoming interested in guardianships and conservatorships after that. It's a dangerous thing to do to a person. I was thinking of going on a "crazy spree" like Brit went on but then when I saw the consequences she faced after that I chickened out.
Natascha Kampusch
She ROCKS! Good luck Natascha. I'm sure she taught her psychological and psychiatric advisers a few lessons. I wish we could speak the same language. She reminds me of me in so many ways. she even looks like me. I could be her in a play or movie! We're the same age and all, her just a month and a bit younger than me. But I hear she's learning English!! I identify with her because I feel like I was trapped in a dungeon and tortured during my whole adolescence too.
I also like the way Natascha dressed and adorned herself; trying to wear the busiest, most stimulating clothes possible but it all had to match! I tried to dress the exact same way when she was too. I was trying to be unique.
Elizabeth Smart
I'm looking forward to when she finally comes out and confesses it all. She already started to in court. I hope she writes a book on her experience. It's been years already and no book! I mean, no pressure or anything. Just if she wants to. It was like, when she was younger she hid behind all this Mormon stuff and regular-teenager stuff she did and how well she was doing and never talked about hwer ordeal (well, almost never). I really hope she comes out soon; I'm looking forward to it!
I liked the way she dressed too; her clothes were like designer and always looked brand new.
Schapelle Corby
I wanna read her book! By the time she gets out of jail maybe she'll have written like 10 books; a whole series. And maybe she should get her friends/family to have it published in a country where they won't freeze the funds from it... that would require one of them becoming a citizen and getting a bank account there... then Schapelle will be financially secure when she gets out and will be able to start her beauty business.
Harris County
I'm starting to like Harris County, Texas, more and more, the longer I'm away from there. I sorta hope my bf and our son don't move to New York. It was me that was the problem, not Houston. I knew there was a lot going on in Houston, but my bf and I were both depressed and couldn't think of anything to do there though there was lots. I also felt embarrassed to ask him to take me anywhere (no public transit in our little bedroom community)and I was pregnant most of the time I was down there and couldn't hold my dinner down when we were driving places... and when I went to a thrift store and he waited outside with the baby he told me not to take a long time... made me feel bad.
But I want to be a psych tech, and from what I've seen and what he told me from his psych tech experiences, Texas's psych hospitals are very well-regulated and well-run, for the most part. I would feel safe working down there as a psych tech.
I love the multi-racial culture. I love the fact that they let in illegals and help them. I got like $5 000 worth of free medical care during the last 6 months of my pregnancy and also ongoing free mental health care.
There are a lot of Aspies from WP in Houston too.
Harris County was on Dr. Phil at least once and Andrea Yates I think was at the same psychiatric hospital I was in (though years earlier).
Black Culture Hairstyles
I'm intwerested in and love to look at their wigs, weaves, extensions, cornrows, dreads, tiny little braids, hair dyed blonde or pinkish, afros, fancy or exciting hair accessories, etc. When I stim I often make up black female characters, give them unusual names and then imagine their hair styles and their clothes, which they, along with the Spanish people, make nice outfits out of even if they're poor.
Rivenese
I used to stim a LOT while thinking about and imagining Rivenese people in their village and elsewhere on their small planet, and exciting things happening to them there, and I gave them names I liked as well as clothes and hair styles I liked, even tho they were not always Rivenese clothing or hairstyles. I imagined ANOTHER "Age" called Riven with better, more exciting names, clothing, hairstyles and crap happening than the Riven in the Myst series.
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They let you do that? Lol.
One thing I did learn: sniffing embalming fluid all day will tend to make you rather high 
