this is a suggestion research separation anxiety! see if it rings a bellHow does one find this out? I've been diagnosed with many illnesses and still feel something is missing. I'm 23 and I just cannot function in society. I do not see myself ever owning or living somewhere alone. I find it hard to hold a job and wouldn't know what to do. My mind is constantly Thinking about other things that I believe are more important. Im Told I think Too Much And Take THIngs Seriously. I Dont Understand... Who Doesnt? I Often GO on Omegle Or Talk TO people ON here and they MAke Fun OF me and say Are You Autistic? Are You Mental? Looks Like Brain Cancer Made It To You. The Truth Is That my Condition Is Worse When Im Alone. I was Jamming With Wooden Spoons In The Kitchen Earlier And Once Mom Came Home I Stopped. Pretend Nothing happens So I Go In My Room. I Spend Most Time There. Mom Is Alcoholic And My Father Is Someone Who Doesnt Live With Us And Lives Alone. He Hates Doctors. My Mom Dont Get Treated. Make Excuses I Have No Insurance Yet They Expect Me To Be The Normal One? Get a car! Get a job! Move out! They say it for years! It never happens. I get nowhere. What do they expect? I'm not happy. They can't seem to understand how I see things. It causes me to get violent. Mom yells and argues with this guy I can't stand! Been living in the same damn house since I was a kid and he ain't even family. Mom pretends and I act like he is to make her happy but I really can't stand the man at all. Sigh.... I just want to die somedays!
i'm not saying you're not autistic