StopDiagnosingPeople
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I often wonder if others (Non-autistics) understand the existance of others on a level I do not.
I sometimes wonder if I do not have the capacity to experience an understanding of the minds and existance of others to the capacity non-autistics do. I cannot even begin to explain how much I anguish over this.
To me, perhaps minds are like a 5th dimension. In physics, we can understand that 5th detention can exist and we can make mathematical models of it, but humans can't ever really understand a 5th dimention. We can understand what 3 spacial dimensions are, but beyond that, it is beyond our capacity or or imaginations.
PErhaps humanity, minds, subjective perception... perhaps this is beyond my inate understanding? Perhaps I have mearly learned to process it as a factual thing, while other humans connect and live in a greater spirit of unity.
This possibility tears me up constantly. I hope against hope that's not how it is.
I sometimes wonder if I do not have the capacity to experience an understanding of the minds and existance of others to the capacity non-autistics do. I cannot even begin to explain how much I anguish over this.
To me, perhaps minds are like a 5th dimension. In physics, we can understand that 5th detention can exist and we can make mathematical models of it, but humans can't ever really understand a 5th dimention. We can understand what 3 spacial dimensions are, but beyond that, it is beyond our capacity or or imaginations.
PErhaps humanity, minds, subjective perception... perhaps this is beyond my inate understanding? Perhaps I have mearly learned to process it as a factual thing, while other humans connect and live in a greater spirit of unity.
This possibility tears me up constantly. I hope against hope that's not how it is.