So today my whole schedule got thrown off by getting stuck on the bus on my way to work (so I was 2minutes late to work) because of police having to deal with a drunk passenger on another bus but he was making threats so they had to make sure we were safe before they would let us leave.
I get to work and already they are changing things on me (someone called in which happens)....but here is the thing I had a horrid day. I get to work and no one is able or willing to help me at the service desk. I had people lined up so far back that it was blocking the other lanes. I messed up on the math for a money order and got so upset that I started to cry right there. Then after I finally get some help about a half hour later mind I am still struggling to keep the crying to a minimum.
I am helping a customer and some asshat says doesn't anyone work in this place this place looks like disaster he glares at me and comes a bit closer whispering loud enough for everyone near by to hear that the stupid girl can't keep it together. ( started to cry uncontrollably and started to shake unable to say anything my customer just let me finish her up and all I could do was just stand there and look like a like a little kid. The other person who was supposed to help me finally arrived I was so out of it that when she tried to touch me I shrunk away from her and looked down unable to meet her eyes. Now she thinks I'm even weirder. ( usually can escape to the bathroom when a meltdown is about to happen due too much stress but there wasn't a choice.) Now I am worried that she will say something to my direct supervisor. They are friends and often talk about others. And the other person who took over for me at the service desk kept giving me looks like what is wrong with you and I just couldn't explain. I am worried, worried that there is going to be consequences for my inability to control myself and frustrated. I am so frustrated with my work place. They won't hire anyone new and they don't schedule enough people to handle the workload so when people call in sick we don't have enough people to handle it.
Anyone have any ideas or thoughts on what I should have done or could do? Also should I be worried?
I get to work and already they are changing things on me (someone called in which happens)....but here is the thing I had a horrid day. I get to work and no one is able or willing to help me at the service desk. I had people lined up so far back that it was blocking the other lanes. I messed up on the math for a money order and got so upset that I started to cry right there. Then after I finally get some help about a half hour later mind I am still struggling to keep the crying to a minimum.
I am helping a customer and some asshat says doesn't anyone work in this place this place looks like disaster he glares at me and comes a bit closer whispering loud enough for everyone near by to hear that the stupid girl can't keep it together. ( started to cry uncontrollably and started to shake unable to say anything my customer just let me finish her up and all I could do was just stand there and look like a like a little kid. The other person who was supposed to help me finally arrived I was so out of it that when she tried to touch me I shrunk away from her and looked down unable to meet her eyes. Now she thinks I'm even weirder. ( usually can escape to the bathroom when a meltdown is about to happen due too much stress but there wasn't a choice.) Now I am worried that she will say something to my direct supervisor. They are friends and often talk about others. And the other person who took over for me at the service desk kept giving me looks like what is wrong with you and I just couldn't explain. I am worried, worried that there is going to be consequences for my inability to control myself and frustrated. I am so frustrated with my work place. They won't hire anyone new and they don't schedule enough people to handle the workload so when people call in sick we don't have enough people to handle it.
Anyone have any ideas or thoughts on what I should have done or could do? Also should I be worried?