This is where we separate a bit. I have never experienced "faith" or "belief" in anything or anyone, ever. I can come up with ideas and theories just fine, but I don't fall into the trap "believing" until I've tested it a bit, and if I can't test it, it remains nothing more. This concept that, "We are incapable of understanding God." is quite interesting considering our desire to become closer to Him knowing full well that we never will understand. Seems like the definition of "futility". I try to keep my mind open to the possibilities, but in practice, in my life, I have to hold on to what I actually know, my human logic, to keep me grounded. I certainly am not against many of the core beliefs of many religions. In fact, I tend to embrace many of them. I don't discount people who are devout believers, in fact, many of my favorite people in my life are of the similar mindset as you. Perhaps it's my lack of bonding. Perhaps it's the fact that I hate sitting in large rooms with many people (church). Perhaps I tend to fall back on things I can quantify, see, feel, touch, taste, etc. On the other hand, I do keep an interest in the possibilities of different realms/dimensions that may help explain the metaphysical and paranormal, as well as, theoretical physics. Like I said, these are ideas, nothing more. This idea that, "Well, you just have to accept it, have faith, and then everything will become more clear." will never sit well with me.