I dont think im human

[Annaa]

I'm tired I feel like im a robot or an alien between humans, they all look like dumb animals to me.
I'm hyperaware of everything I'm incable of believing in any Abrahamic religion wich makes me a weirdo in so many eyes I'm weird I don't think I'm capable of having fun. I like having deep conversations and don't understand the normal conversations people do I don't get it.
I hate it I'm so tired I wanna be normal.
Life doesn't feel worth living maybe I should just be alone

 

[velociraptor]

they're all look like dumb animals to me

That was somewhat self-defeating.

 

[Annaa]

That was somewhat self-defeating.

Auto correct weirdly you kinda snapped me out of it I don't know how to explain it

 

[SusanLR]

I'm tired I feel like im a robot or an alien between humans, they all look like dumb animals to me.
I'm hyperaware of everything I'm incable of believing in any Abrahamic religion wich makes me a weirdo in so many eyes I'm weird I don't think I'm capable of having fun. I like having deep conversations and don't understand the normal conversations people do I don't get it.
I hate it I'm so tired I wanna be normal.
Life doesn't feel worth living maybe I should just be alone

Why worry? What's so great about being "the norm?"

I can't believe in Abrahamic or any religion either. I have formed my own theories based on facts that can be proven.

I also like deep conversations. I can get a laugh out of listening to what humans talk about. It's what they find interesting and important that I don't understand.
Perhaps it just isn't encoded into some of our DNA to feel and desire what 99% of most others feel naturally as their bodies mature.
Having more profound interests than who won the last football game, what some politician is saying or "let me tell you about my grandchildren and their new puppy..." on the cell phones stuff doesn't make me miserable. Why should it?
Hyperawareness is wonderful. You'll appreciate and know things most overlook.

I don't see them as dumb animals because I don't see animals as dumb.
Humans just seem to think they are the ultimate creation on the planet.
There is a oneness in conscious connection with all things if you are open to it.