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I cant understand how I feel about this

I also had a strange reaction to discovering one of my bullies had died not too long ago. At first I was elated...but as it all set in it brought back all the grief this guy caused me over a period of years. Going from a friend to a cruel enemy. Memories I didn't need to recall.

Mixed feelings, best left behind that in reality are always lingering somewhere in my brain.
I make a point of living in the present.
Memories are predominantly sad, unpleasant, or "ghastly".
It works for me. :cool:
 

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