AuBurney Tuckerson
~GigglesTheAutisticHyena~
So it happened one night while my mother was cleaning up, and I was screaming from the noises of the clanging, vacuum, and my glitchy earbuds. When my earbuds glitches in my ears, that's when it happened. I couldn't speak, and the stress of my mother demanding an answer from what was wrong with me made it harder to regain speech. I couldn't get myself to talk. My brain wanted to tell her, but my body wouldn't let me. Or was it the other way around? I don't know! Finally, I had to take my phone out and type to her to tell her that I can't speak, and I couldn't explain why. All I could type was that the stress of the noise torturing me caused it, and I would need a while to calm down to be able to speak again. She thinks this is a first, but I told her that this happened before when I had that meltdown with the lawn mower. Then she said I'll never be able to get a job as a vet (being unable to talk to people) and then continued cleaning. I just felt really bad that day. I couldn't explain to her why I couldn't speak at that moment, and it just made no sense. How do I explain to my mother about going nonverbal or losing my ability to speak???