Am I the only one?
I almost feel uncomfortable admitting it haha. I DO have empathy and care a lot for humans too, especially innocent ones like children. My empathy for animals though can be nearly unbearable. I would be full of **** if I tried to say that my empathy for animals is much, much stronger. I can logically understand why it should be higher for humans but it just isn't. Part of this could be desensitization? Although I've seen and known a lot of terrible things happening to animals and can barely handle it. I can see on a TV show a human being suffering and it's awful (although if it was a REAL human and not just fiction it would bother me A LOT more) but I can't even see fake depictions of animals hurt or sad. I struggled watching Temple Grandin's movie and watching the cows be stressed out. I definitely have a lot of empathy for humans too but my empathy for animals is a lot stronger and more intense. I have no idea why. It's always been this way. I've loved animals since I can even remember and grew up with animals around my whole life.
Can anyone else relate?
No, Hazel87, you are definitely not the only one! What you describe is an understatement of how I feel. In fact, I suffer from an extreme PTSD dating back to early childhood. I suppose probably around five to eight years old.
My family lived in the country surrounded by farms. I made friends with all the animals, both domestic and wild. I spent most of my free time out in the back fields with the animals. Still some of my best memories.
Then I discovered and witnessed what happens to “livestock”. Profound overwhelming horror! These were my friends! They were my best friends!
If you get a chance, watch the movie, “Welcome to Marwen”. It’s not about animal cruelty; it is about PTSD and its depiction is the closest to my PTSD that I have seen. The court room scene is quite powerful in revealing Mark Hogancamp's PTSD.
I learned that the profession of a cowboy is all about livestock. As a result, hearing any sort of country music makes me bolt – like Mark Hogancamp. It takes me days to recover. Seeing anything on TV depicting animal cruelty never goes away. I can’t seem to ever forget it. I have nightmares about it for - I guess forever. I have even been known to physically attack someone who was singing country music.
I don’t know if this is due to me being an Aspie, but the PTSD is greater than what I have witnessed in anyone else.
As far as having greater empathy for animals or humans; I don’t think there is a difference. I think humans are animals in a mix of all the other animals on this planet. We are all different. I don’t think humans are smarter because we have technology. All types of animals do something unique to them. Technology is just something humans do, but I don’t think that makes humans smarter. In fact, I see humans do some spectacularly stupid things. Just for one, I don’t think a smart animal would work hard at destroying the environment it lives in – or at least recognize it is doing it. I witness squirrels gather seeds and plant new trees maintaining their environment. Humans are famous for cutting them down.
Sorry, I’ll stop here, I could go on forever…