Kwickyfeet Icypaws
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I guess I have atypical grief, tho sadness and regret are in no short supply.
I don't cry. Been more years than I know.
When I was a child I would cry too easily, and I hated that about myself. In hindsight I know that, while I did cry more than most, perhaps I had more reasons due to social difficulties.
Nonetheless, somewhere along the way it stopped. When my aunt died, when my mom died, and more recently when my dog died nearly 1 year ago.
My dog was in the prime of life, but had a freak accident and died after suffering for a couple days. We really thought he was going to pull thru and have many more years of happiness. Spent a lot of money at the vet, who assured us things would be fine.
At the time I was learning to play a song, "Holiday in the Sun" by Weezer. I'll never finish learning it - to this day the sound of it inspires a deep well of melancholy and takes me right back.
I've always had a powerful sentimentality that attaches to songs.
When NTs burst into tears I wonder at how different I am, and whether I should worry. Maybe ASDs cry just the same - I don't know.
Can anyone here relate. Or describe their grief?
I don't cry. Been more years than I know.
When I was a child I would cry too easily, and I hated that about myself. In hindsight I know that, while I did cry more than most, perhaps I had more reasons due to social difficulties.
Nonetheless, somewhere along the way it stopped. When my aunt died, when my mom died, and more recently when my dog died nearly 1 year ago.
My dog was in the prime of life, but had a freak accident and died after suffering for a couple days. We really thought he was going to pull thru and have many more years of happiness. Spent a lot of money at the vet, who assured us things would be fine.
At the time I was learning to play a song, "Holiday in the Sun" by Weezer. I'll never finish learning it - to this day the sound of it inspires a deep well of melancholy and takes me right back.
I've always had a powerful sentimentality that attaches to songs.
When NTs burst into tears I wonder at how different I am, and whether I should worry. Maybe ASDs cry just the same - I don't know.
Can anyone here relate. Or describe their grief?