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Feeling out of my comfort zone

karen70

karen70

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Ok. so tonight I went out on the town. My escape has always been the dance floor. A few vodkas and red bull and you can not stop me. I am drunk as I type this, but this is my pleasure.

when I am on that dance floor no-one can stop me, I am me. if there is a partner to be had then he is mine. full stop. I do not dance to pull, to capture or coerce, the music is mine and if there is someone to share that with me then I am not going to resist.

Its how I escape. I went back to a pub tonight and saw a familiar face, the secretary of my sons school. She kissed me loads, I love this woman totally. I told her I think I have aspergers and she told me she knows.

Of all of the people I have ever met, for this one woman to tell me she'll help me is immense. Massively immense.

I asked her 'how do you know?' and she said 'Karen, you have a heart of gold and I just know, I will help you', she kissed me on the lips.

I have four children and my youngest child (the only one at home) belongs to the school of this woman.

She is like a blessing in disguise. She kissed my lips a thousand times tonight, it makes a difference to know that despite everything, someone is on your side xxx
 
In my sober state right now, to be honest this particular woman has been quite a life line in the past. She is one very special lady who is very well known in this small town that I have bombarded with my woes.

So for her 'to know', I really feel like i'm on the right track. :)
 
It sounds like you may have found your person, your go to person who will always be there for you and, you can be there for her too and, just be yourself with her. That's a valuable person to have and, having your person can make a big difference.
 
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