Try to be my self in other people(Those I've only met a few times), but it seems not good based on their surprised expression.
I told them that sometimes I don't really understand people's emotions, even though I feel them. I said that I would observe people and classify them, and also want to figure out the causes of emotions, and think that emotions should be controlled within a appropriate range.
One hand, I want there’s someone can understand me and make some real friends maybe(I will fell lucky if there was such a person), even hope they would tell others what kind of people I am(I know people talk others behind them) cause that would let more people know who I am and less people don’t understand leave me alone; On the other hand, I am so worried that somebody would use it to hurt me(I know it doesn’t make sense, so I constantly tell myself that I am safe now) and it would destroy my social life(that is what I really afraid of cause there always have some people say social life is important to a person if who wanna life is not that tough).
I wonder if what I said is too extreme, don’t wanna look like an asshole. Hope not but shouldn't I say that I classify people?(seems they felt uncomfortable for it.)
I told them that sometimes I don't really understand people's emotions, even though I feel them. I said that I would observe people and classify them, and also want to figure out the causes of emotions, and think that emotions should be controlled within a appropriate range.
One hand, I want there’s someone can understand me and make some real friends maybe(I will fell lucky if there was such a person), even hope they would tell others what kind of people I am(I know people talk others behind them) cause that would let more people know who I am and less people don’t understand leave me alone; On the other hand, I am so worried that somebody would use it to hurt me(I know it doesn’t make sense, so I constantly tell myself that I am safe now) and it would destroy my social life(that is what I really afraid of cause there always have some people say social life is important to a person if who wanna life is not that tough).
I wonder if what I said is too extreme, don’t wanna look like an asshole. Hope not but shouldn't I say that I classify people?(seems they felt uncomfortable for it.)
