Voltaic
Plaidhiker@youtube
i am getting annoyed by emulating all the time in order to fit in, or be normal. I try my best, and do a reasonable job. Thing is, by fitting in, I feel like a zombie, it doesn't feel natural, it doesn't feel like it isn't me talking to others.
Nothing special about it either, I don't push my luck with talking about anything complicated, I just partake in the standard small talk. It is basically like following a script, say this when he says that, nod and agree, laugh here and there. It is exhausting and just plain boring.
I want to be more me, talk about stuff I want to talk about, be erratic, unpredictable, keeping others on their toes, be fun to be around.
I can do this, I have done this. Only though when I am comfertanle around people, and it is not that many.
I just want to be me again, any tips or advice, or just anything really
Nothing special about it either, I don't push my luck with talking about anything complicated, I just partake in the standard small talk. It is basically like following a script, say this when he says that, nod and agree, laugh here and there. It is exhausting and just plain boring.
I want to be more me, talk about stuff I want to talk about, be erratic, unpredictable, keeping others on their toes, be fun to be around.
I can do this, I have done this. Only though when I am comfertanle around people, and it is not that many.
I just want to be me again, any tips or advice, or just anything really