Kayla55
Well-Known Member
I suppose for me one of most noticeable things about way being on spectrum presents for me is what others may see as lack of practicality.
Whilst it's necessary to eat, have shelter and protection I'm more than prepared to take risks, live more down to earth and sacrifice bread for my perception of what love is. Upon closer introspection this could be considered a less practical or intelligent female trait but actually really the logic differs, and when bread alone is not enough to sustain spiritual then emotional drives woman, because actually love is energy source that sustains my household work, unconditional love needs affirmation and input to sustain my positivity over longer years to endure through the difficult years of raising children.
Whilst woman are less likely to be protectors or providers, and it's no due disrespect to men, but I still feel a woman's recognised worth is lacking in other fields. Living up to sexist images is what degrades women, being a mother is often treated as stupid and lacking dignity and respectful words for the position. Older woman lack status in society to have their roles and opinions even within nature of what identifies as a woman's job, often gay men are credited with sewing and fashion that leads women into silent depression.
Whilst I always enjoyed us going out in my boyfriend's car, he had Black BMW and was a better driver, it's exciting and being with right man can lead to happiness. Other men wish to put women down, insult our intelligence and then it's need begins to sustain ourselves without negative pac-man worm that eats through sense of self-worth. We are human and so falling in love is possibly inevitable and is happiness attained in forgiveness or letting demons go, reaching sense of fulfilment.
There are many times that I still appear to lack understanding or things I can't answer for, at best of times I may still come across as somewhat disabled or below average intelligence but it's blurry, my memory fails me at best of times and on better days I pick up to be more self assured and competent in my own decision making ability.
Studying Islam has renewed my feelings and although I was never career aggressive to start with choice of partners drive me to educate myself for independence and exacerbated what perhaps wasn't initial demist drive to start with. Which does raise roots of feminism again, no. We are not innocent virgins with feminist attitudes but rather it grows within women who felt disrespected or had lack of a proper provider to start with.
I suppose relying on Allah to provide the right man could work, provided it was Allah and not man's choice cause in practicality he'd choose girl who is sexiest and as most men expect her to adhere to his rules as opposed to a suitor where both parties values were to align.
Whilst it's necessary to eat, have shelter and protection I'm more than prepared to take risks, live more down to earth and sacrifice bread for my perception of what love is. Upon closer introspection this could be considered a less practical or intelligent female trait but actually really the logic differs, and when bread alone is not enough to sustain spiritual then emotional drives woman, because actually love is energy source that sustains my household work, unconditional love needs affirmation and input to sustain my positivity over longer years to endure through the difficult years of raising children.
Whilst woman are less likely to be protectors or providers, and it's no due disrespect to men, but I still feel a woman's recognised worth is lacking in other fields. Living up to sexist images is what degrades women, being a mother is often treated as stupid and lacking dignity and respectful words for the position. Older woman lack status in society to have their roles and opinions even within nature of what identifies as a woman's job, often gay men are credited with sewing and fashion that leads women into silent depression.
Whilst I always enjoyed us going out in my boyfriend's car, he had Black BMW and was a better driver, it's exciting and being with right man can lead to happiness. Other men wish to put women down, insult our intelligence and then it's need begins to sustain ourselves without negative pac-man worm that eats through sense of self-worth. We are human and so falling in love is possibly inevitable and is happiness attained in forgiveness or letting demons go, reaching sense of fulfilment.
There are many times that I still appear to lack understanding or things I can't answer for, at best of times I may still come across as somewhat disabled or below average intelligence but it's blurry, my memory fails me at best of times and on better days I pick up to be more self assured and competent in my own decision making ability.
Studying Islam has renewed my feelings and although I was never career aggressive to start with choice of partners drive me to educate myself for independence and exacerbated what perhaps wasn't initial demist drive to start with. Which does raise roots of feminism again, no. We are not innocent virgins with feminist attitudes but rather it grows within women who felt disrespected or had lack of a proper provider to start with.
I suppose relying on Allah to provide the right man could work, provided it was Allah and not man's choice cause in practicality he'd choose girl who is sexiest and as most men expect her to adhere to his rules as opposed to a suitor where both parties values were to align.
based on personal experience . And having witnessed
in defence of my loved ones . And if the cause felt right , Would happily go down fighting next to The man that, I had a Etho s type of Love with
. In this day and age just perhaps that same battleaxe might oughta be made of Magnesium instead of iron, so that I might weild it properly . ( better weight characteristics ) 
