So even though I have been hoping to get a science job, most of my applications and such have actually been for other types of work so far. I tried to get a job at a couple of companies that make greeting cards and such. One was not far away and they really loved my photography and the hand done calligraphy and the way I would come up with poems that described the photos. They talked like they wanted me but then nothing came of it. The other one I had to mail a photo portfolio to and never heard anything back at all. I have asked small shops in the area, but since the herb shop I have not been able to get another such opportunity. I thought I might get on at one of the local florist shops. It sounded hopeful, but then they had to decrease the amount of employees and could not hire more. I tried for a backroom unloader job at a clothing store, but they told me that my past work experience was not similar enough or something along that line. Ironically, I worked at one company just short of 10 years and over half of that time backroom unloading was my primary job (it just wasn't clothing).
I thought that the clothing would be less heavy lifting at least seeing as how my heart mummer had starting acting up more and more (especially when having to do heavy lifting or in extreme heat).
I thought that the clothing would be less heavy lifting at least seeing as how my heart mummer had starting acting up more and more (especially when having to do heavy lifting or in extreme heat).
I also have a recurring dream of learning to fly one day. I talked a lot when I was little. It made my mouth feel funny to make myself stay quiet too long. I wanted to share any new fascinating thing I learned with as many others as I could get to listen and had no problem asking questions if I thought someone might have answers to something. I did a lot of pretend play. I liked to pretend that my stuffed animals and dolls were real, that my bike and my swing were airplanes, ect. I loved to read adventure stories and then daydream about meeting the characters in real life. I liked to watch certain shows and daydream up my own stories based off of the characters or pretend to be the characters. As I got older I learned to mask as an extreme introvert to avoid trouble and started studying things like chemistry and physics to maintain my need to feel like even if no one likes me at least I was smart. The simpler biology based sciences are probably a better fit because the math parts in physics and chemistry really stress me out even though I like knowing the facts and being able to recite scientific laws. I feel like I need to be just as good at those too though. Meanwhile, somewhere along the line I picked up calligraphy and poetry and then later photography and ultimately learned how to combine them in projects. I like to learn about edible and medicinal plants. I have multiple books on this topic. I was teaching myself trick riding on my horse at one point but have not done it in quite some time. It was pretty exciting though. I like researching topics on my phone and in reference books. I have trouble watching video instructions without feeling restless unless I can be scrolling through comments or something while listening. I probably learn best with hands on learning. As a child (prior to becoming so timid and introverted/formal acting over my teen years) I was in children's choir, played a lamb in a Christmas pageant, and was a mime at Vacation Bible School one year. I kind of added some extra scenes for the lamb during the Christmas pageant.
