Nolan1971

So long as you're feeling better.

Since your brain was not capable of forming concrete memories at that age but it was capable of primitive emotions such as fear. you may 'remember' the associated feelings of fear that occur in a different part of the brain BUT not concrete memories. Since the people you described were a bunch of nuts, something may have happened. What you need to decide to do is to not let it adversely affect the man you have now grown into.

<-happy tears. that means a lot to me. I would never want to lose you!

I know.

worried about everything.

yea. sleeping.

I am glad you were able to get bread and juice.

decent day, no sunset. just finished eating some leftover spaghetti that had been frozen.

I just sent you a pm. Please check your inbox. Hope it helps!

ok pleasant dreams and I love you too.

I am glad

it's up to you. if you want to do that then go for it.

thanks :love:

PLEASE DON'T share this on facebook at all because that will make it entirely too public for those that know me. I don't want them to read it because it could also be seen by my mom and she doesn't know!! I don't want her to know!!

thank you and your welcome lol

I just finished publishing it and posted a link to it in the "How do you feel today?" thread. I have no idea what is for dinner. today has been a much lower appitite day.

I am still working on what I posted I am doing in the thread that you liked a few minutes ago..................

yes because you made me feel beautiful, loved and needed by someone and allowed me to cry my pain out to you.

Hi Nolan! I really hope you do not wind up losing your home. If it does happen, please do not judge yourself too harshly: in the battered US economy, hundreds of thousands of hard-working honest Americans just like you have lost theirs as well. Many were very successful professionals who went from living in a 4 bedroom home to living out of the family mini van. I even saw a documentary about entire families in the south living in make-shift tent cities because the local shelters were all full & had lengthy waiting lists! Hopefully something good will happen & you will get a reprieve. Nobody deserves to lose their home. As for all your progress being in vain, it never is: you made those steps & you have earned the progress you made. A bout of misfortune can happen to anyone at any time: no human is 100% safe.

ok I can do that.