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Tony Ramirez

Tony Ramirez

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  • Tony Ramirez
    Okay so I took care of the garden thing I am going to start basic volunteer. I was calm. Also nearly lost it at Bryant Park but it was in my head my RSD the women worker I thought hated me in the phone when I came back felt sorry when I felt ignored at the game table. The guy said thanks I will take care with the art supplies.
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    FayetheADHDsquirrel
    So you got the volunteer position at the garden?
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Oh wow, that sounds pretty cool actually. You are getting out and doing stuff, and NOT listening to your parents, great job Tony.
    Tony Ramirez
    Daily public meltdowns are a normal occurrence in my life now.
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    thejuice
    We're never gonna measure up to life's high achieving, goody two shoes.
    All we need is purpose, not a fancy degree, job or social standing.
    Do you have a fear of failure?
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Yes and compare myself to others
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    thejuice
    Giving up before you begin seems logical when you have a hang up about failure from past experience. If you can believe thats it's better to try and fail then not to try at all, you will find it easier to stick with things. I'm glad to hear you followed up the garden ppl
    Tony Ramirez
    I question if women truly really hate me. Today was a mixed bag, but really it was mostly good if they know me or there is a guider there. If not, then hell yes, they hate me. I'm so confused, I am losing sleep and weight over it.
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    you haven't tried therapy, you quit too soon. meds may help with obsessive thoughts. these are obsessive, they have completely taken over your thinking. you truly need help to battle faulty thinking. You aren't other men, you are Tony. Some men can get any women to talk to them, they have confidence, maybe are better looking , whatever the reason is.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I still have a therapist. Ugly men all over NYC talk to pretty attractive women and are friends with them. Annoying.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Maybe you think they are unattractive, but maybe they have conversation skills, they talk about their job, they talk about their interests, they have things to talk about to other people. That's why working is great for building your confidence.
    Tony Ramirez
    Touch grass, get a haircut, get a hobby, go to the gym, do activities, try social clubs, treat yourself, useless advice that gave me RSD. Screw everyone who recommended it.
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    thejuice
    Oh I see below. Sorry I let you down.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Nobody truly knows what will help you. We show support by trying to offer ideas, but we can be just as lost as you to know what will work.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Tony,
    You dared to hope (just like Carrie did), but it didn't fix things right away and now you are angry with those who encouraged you.

    You could try to think about people who give advice as people who care about you and are not ostracizing you. A good thing.
    Tony Ramirez
    Those vocational services that never got back to me, I contacted one back, and they are getting ready to continue working. The other one that never got back I registered again per advance under my Google account and right away things are happening. Now as for the volunteer gardens not getting back, I am going in person.
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    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Nothing was happening. Emails went nowhere, literally. So I called one and re-registered another person requested by someone. When I have time, I will go in person for the volunteer and find other places. Wish me luck. Sitting on my butt waiting for them did crap.
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    thejuice
    Well done keep hounding them, volunteer organisations tend to be disorganised
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    ☘️Good luck Tony!☘️
    Tony Ramirez
    I can't love myself. I tried. But so many people hate me, I can't even look at my face in the mirror. I also lost my ability to socialize with others. I hate myself. Everything about me. Hate it all.
    Tony Ramirez
    I trust no one.
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    thejuice
    I think you mean autism level 3
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Yes my mind is cloudy am really stupid
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    thejuice
    No it's okay, I don't think youre stupid, I wanted that term clarified in case an opportunist latches on to it and uses it against you. Memories are long here. Antisocial level 3 is legal jargon for certain socially unacceptable behaviours.
    Tony Ramirez
    I deleted my Reddit account. Per my request from my 2 single female friends.
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    thejuice
    Is that to avoid nihilist content? Sounds like a good idea, especially in your fragile state, best to try to turn to the light than dark
    Tony Ramirez
    My life just keeps getting worse. Nothing I try works to improve myself. Everything I try, I fail at.
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    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    One messed up this morning thanks to my father insulted. The other was full of them was the ostracized then rude customer service eating getting headaches dizzy being ostracized.
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    thejuice
    Rude!
    Masked Man
    Masked Man
    Tony your entire personality is anger. You gotta realize at some level that it's off-putting to others. They see you acting oddly so they avoid you. You're a walking safety hazard.
    Tony Ramirez
    I'm losing my appetite.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Sorry Tony. You gotta eat food. I feel like people don't get you. People always think wrongly of me, it's a burden.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    It will be harder to manage difficult emotions without sufficient food. Try to eat something even if you aren’t hungry and definitely keep drinking water.

    Hope you feel less bad soon.
    Aspychata
    Tony, l hope you are doing okay. You have come so far.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Dead end after dead end while others around me prosper. Yes I come far
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    You talk about your feelings, that's big step. You gotta work on the anger management. That's really important.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Have you talked to your therapist, do you need a mood stabilizer, my neighbor takes it to deal with anxiety, she has tried a few and found one that works. She has anxiety like me, she can get upset easily.
    Tony Ramirez
    I hope I am dead by year end.
    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    And I hope for better for you. But if you insist on throwing your life away, do not come here begging for pity over that.
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