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Tony Ramirez

Tony Ramirez

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Single Aspie RSD NEET 48 From Brooklyn, NY
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Viewing thread Giving up making friends. Giving up finding a girlfriend. Giving up on life.
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  • Tony Ramirez
    I'm taking it slow here. Trying not to post so much negative stuff. Thanks to my pastor forgiving and friends when I don't deserve, I have been more positive around people, and it's making a difference. Also, the meds and therapy is working better.
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    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Continue kindness to people I brutally treated badly, so badly they would have left me. My therapist all along was doing CBT therapy. Those two things really woke me up.
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    thejuice
    CBT is great
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    It's not to say you might never have a negative thought , it's just catching it, and you acknowledge that feeling (s), and then let go of those thoughts.
    Tony Ramirez
    There is only one woman I connect to, I can basically talk to for what seems like forever. I am pretty sure she is on the spectrum. Problem is, according to my detractors here, I can't even look at her because she is half my age. But others can have intergenerational friendships.
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    thejuice
    As you know treating people badly tends to make you feel bad too. Focus on those who matter, leave the detractors choking on your exhaust fumes.
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    Steelbookcollector217
    so it looks like she understands you better than previous people did
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Maybe ice cold women have horrible lives, debilitating health, maybe hate men or people in general, maybe have trauma from abuse from family members, past friends. Like you taking this personally is faulty thinking. When people act snotty to me, l just think l am someone they don't like , AND that's okay. My self-worth isn't dependent on complete strangers. You got this.
    Tony Ramirez
    Everyone but one person hates me on this forum.
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    Metalhead
    Metalhead
    Nobody here hates you. You hate yourself and you are projecting that upon us, which I think is unfair. We do not want to see you self destruct or end up in prison. We give a damn about your well being, why can’t you give a damn about your own well being for once?
    oregano
    oregano

    Gloom despair and agony on me...
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    Matthias
    I think people posting stuff you don't want to hear triggers painful emotions, which then affects your thinking and leads you to believe people hate you. If these emotions weren't affecting your thoughts, I don't think you would feel like anyone here hates you.
    Tony Ramirez
    Okay so I took care of the garden thing I am going to start basic volunteer. I was calm. Also nearly lost it at Bryant Park but it was in my head my RSD the women worker I thought hated me in the phone when I came back felt sorry when I felt ignored at the game table. The guy said thanks I will take care with the art supplies.
    Tony Ramirez
    Daily public meltdowns are a normal occurrence in my life now.
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    thejuice
    We're never gonna measure up to life's high achieving, goody two shoes.
    All we need is purpose, not a fancy degree, job or social standing.
    Do you have a fear of failure?
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Yes and compare myself to others
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    thejuice
    Giving up before you begin seems logical when you have a hang up about failure from past experience. If you can believe thats it's better to try and fail then not to try at all, you will find it easier to stick with things. I'm glad to hear you followed up the garden ppl
    Tony Ramirez
    I question if women truly really hate me. Today was a mixed bag, but really it was mostly good if they know me or there is a guider there. If not, then hell yes, they hate me. I'm so confused, I am losing sleep and weight over it.
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    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    you haven't tried therapy, you quit too soon. meds may help with obsessive thoughts. these are obsessive, they have completely taken over your thinking. you truly need help to battle faulty thinking. You aren't other men, you are Tony. Some men can get any women to talk to them, they have confidence, maybe are better looking , whatever the reason is.
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    I still have a therapist. Ugly men all over NYC talk to pretty attractive women and are friends with them. Annoying.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Maybe you think they are unattractive, but maybe they have conversation skills, they talk about their job, they talk about their interests, they have things to talk about to other people. That's why working is great for building your confidence.
    Tony Ramirez
    Touch grass, get a haircut, get a hobby, go to the gym, do activities, try social clubs, treat yourself, useless advice that gave me RSD. Screw everyone who recommended it.
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    thejuice
    Oh I see below. Sorry I let you down.
    Aspychata
    Aspychata
    Nobody truly knows what will help you. We show support by trying to offer ideas, but we can be just as lost as you to know what will work.
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    Tony,
    You dared to hope (just like Carrie did), but it didn't fix things right away and now you are angry with those who encouraged you.

    You could try to think about people who give advice as people who care about you and are not ostracizing you. A good thing.
    Tony Ramirez
    Those vocational services that never got back to me, I contacted one back, and they are getting ready to continue working. The other one that never got back I registered again per advance under my Google account and right away things are happening. Now as for the volunteer gardens not getting back, I am going in person.
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    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Nothing was happening. Emails went nowhere, literally. So I called one and re-registered another person requested by someone. When I have time, I will go in person for the volunteer and find other places. Wish me luck. Sitting on my butt waiting for them did crap.
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    thejuice
    Well done keep hounding them, volunteer organisations tend to be disorganised
    Rodafina
    Rodafina
    ☘️Good luck Tony!☘️
    Tony Ramirez
    I can't love myself. I tried. But so many people hate me, I can't even look at my face in the mirror. I also lost my ability to socialize with others. I hate myself. Everything about me. Hate it all.
    Tony Ramirez
    I trust no one.
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    thejuice
    I think you mean autism level 3
    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    Yes my mind is cloudy am really stupid
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    thejuice
    No it's okay, I don't think youre stupid, I wanted that term clarified in case an opportunist latches on to it and uses it against you. Memories are long here. Antisocial level 3 is legal jargon for certain socially unacceptable behaviours.
    Tony Ramirez
    I deleted my Reddit account. Per my request from my 2 single female friends.
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    thejuice
    Is that to avoid nihilist content? Sounds like a good idea, especially in your fragile state, best to try to turn to the light than dark
    Tony Ramirez
    My life just keeps getting worse. Nothing I try works to improve myself. Everything I try, I fail at.
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    Tony Ramirez
    Tony Ramirez
    One messed up this morning thanks to my father insulted. The other was full of them was the ostracized then rude customer service eating getting headaches dizzy being ostracized.
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    thejuice
    Rude!
    Masked Man
    Masked Man
    Tony your entire personality is anger. You gotta realize at some level that it's off-putting to others. They see you acting oddly so they avoid you. You're a walking safety hazard.
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